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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
i mean sn. wish i could just shut off imediately
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
It frustrates me that we have to face this hurdle of potential pain and vomiting just to get out of this world.
 
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CrossroadsCurious

CrossroadsCurious

"Why do we do what we do?"
Dec 12, 2021
671
It would be an orgasmic tease to the final release from this life. Nothing to fear or be afraid of. Chug that shit while giving the world the finger! ;)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,601
SN does sound like an unpleasant way to die, but to me it does sound not as bad as some other methods like drowning or hanging. However to me, a painful dying process does not sound as horrible as decades of pain which I would likely experience if I stayed alive. I do wish that there was a way to peacefully pass away without having to go through the process of ctb. No one should have to die a painful death. Suicide should not be so difficult.
 
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NoFuneral

Member
Sep 27, 2021
10
SN does sound like an unpleasant way to die, but to me it does sound not as bad as some other methods like drowning or hanging. However to me, a painful dying process does not sound as horrible as decades of pain which I would likely experience if I stayed alive. I do wish that there was a way to peacefully pass away without having to go through the process of ctb. No one should have to die a painful death. Suicide should not be so difficult.
Is sod. nitri. painful? Where I live I have a relatively easy access to it but I'm afraid that it won't work or it will be painful.
 
Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
825
I feel that way even with N. I have it but having to drink something vile that will kill you seems so odd. Maybe I'm not in enough pain. I'm researching partial, effort it takes and fast blackout just seems more natural and easy for me. I don't know anymore..
 
Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
I don't think it's painful in a caustic, burn you way. It's a salt, so it would sting if you had a wound, etc. If you swallow anything salty enough—like sea water—it can cause some to vomit. That's why you need your AE.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,601
Is sod. nitri. painful? Where I live I have a relatively easy access to it but I'm afraid that it won't work or it will be painful.
I think that it does work, as people have ctb that way. From what I have heard it does sound quite uncomfortable and unpleasant, but it is not my method and I know nothing about it. I wish you the best.
 
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NoFuneral

Member
Sep 27, 2021
10
I don't think it's painful in a caustic, burn you way. It's a salt, so it would sting if you had a wound, etc. If you swallow anything salty enough—like sea water—it can cause some to vomit. That's why you need your AE.
Sorry for asking but what's ae?
 
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Danjor88

Member
Oct 17, 2021
37
Forgive me, but these sound like the futile and rather blatant attempts of pro-lifers at putting doubts in people's heads so they can, instead, remain and continue to suffer ad nauseum.
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
Forgive me, but these sound like the futile and rather blatant attempts of pro-lifers at putting doubts in people's heads so they can, instead, remain and continue to suffer ad nauseum.
sorry but i had to laugh. me as a prolifer sounds quite funny.
 
Cynic

Cynic

Everything happens for a reason
Apr 19, 2022
31
Nah, not really. I swallowed a small amount and taste-wise, it's the same as ocean water.
 
NobodyKnowsMe

NobodyKnowsMe

Just biding my time
Dec 21, 2021
582
Nah, not really. I swallowed a small amount and taste-wise, it's the same as ocean water.
Which always causes me to gag and wretch.

I'll have to immediately suck on a lozenger of some sort to get the taste out of my mouth and the back of my throat. I've also read that some people immediately take a small bite of dark chocolate and that seems to help.
 

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