Venting Feel like crying

[Painless_end]

I don't want to face life. I know the reasons why. This isn't an impulsive thing, it's going on with me for several years.

I'm crying because I am not able to CTB.

Sometimes, a mentally inadequate person has no choice. They need CTB to get out of this horrible life they have.

They want to die, but they can't.

Can't bring yourself to CTB. Broken mentally but dont want to break physically and survive like a vegetable.

No choice but survive. No choice but die.

No choice but limbo.

 

[akrasia]

I'm sorry that you're in so much pain. I know how defeated you feel not being able to do something you want to do. It means that you're not quite ready yet. You'll know when you're ready one day. Give yourself time to heal, maybe think this over. Be kind to yourself. We are here to support you in anyway.
I wish you well

 

[Arrow]

we're here for you, mate.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm sorry you feel like this. I often feel like this too. I'm trying very hard not to, but reality sometimes comes crashing back in.