Feel disconnected. Coming to the same realizations.

[Busridin'26]

My life doesn't have much purpose except doing what i want before i go but i dont have the resources to do alot right now.

Coming to the same realizations of why i want to CTB.

Feel kinda alone. I hide my feeling away around others now that im around others so much. Ill say a lik here and there but... its not much.

Feel empty but used to it so its kinda comfortable. I dont have much that comforts me anymore anyway so.
Acceptance is a big piece for me these days It takes too much to keep holding on but i cant completely slip away so.

 

[Jean4]

We understand how you are feeling, since we are there ourselves. Do you want to talk about it? We are good listeners.

 

[Ardesevent]

It does just get to the point where it seems like you're going through the same stuff over and over.
Acceptance is a big step in both directions. If you know exactly what point you're at, it can help with the decision of whether to live or not.
Either way, I hope things start becoming bearable for you.

 

[cyper-gaiaworld]

Honestly, I felt this so much today and it kind of felt good to come here and see someone else is in the same place i am.
Even though we cant help each other, I feel you.
It sucks feeling this way. I'm miserable being here these days.

I wish you the best.

 

[Busridin'26]

We understand how you are feeling, since we are there ourselves. Do you want to talk about it? We are good listeners.

Yes I think I need to talk about it. Keeping all this in and trying to talk to peole but making it "smaller" so they can maybe understand and they still!!! Don't.... It gets frustrating. Lonely. Etc

 

[Jean4]

Yes I think I need to talk about it. Keeping all this in and trying to talk to peole but making it "smaller" so they can maybe understand and they still!!! Don't.... It gets frustrating. Lonely. Etc

We are always here.

 

[Busridin'26]

Honestly, I felt this so much today and it kind of felt good to come here and see someone else is in the same place i am.
Even though we cant help each other, I feel you.
It sucks feeling this way. I'm miserable being here these days.

I wish you the best.

If ya wanna talk I'm here. It is nice (& sad) when you can relate to how someones feeling. Especially feelings around this