Venting Fear Of Missing Out

[SilentSadness]

For the past few years at least, I have often experienced intense fear of missing out (FOMO) and disillusionment. I don't interact with others, have much money, or live in an exciting place. It can only be partially resolved by distracting myself in fantasy. So I spend a huge amount of time pretending I'm not here by daydreaming or consuming media, which unfortunately doesn't last forever. My life is worthless, I just want to be in a fantasy world forever and escape from here. The fact that I'm still here makes me cry. I will never stop running away.

 

[leviant123]

i relate to this so much man, in the second world i create in my head all i really focus on is the nature part of this world (plants, mountains, waterfalls, etc)