
fremmiefish
i want to go home ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ
- Jul 8, 2025
- 4
i plan to ctb by partial hanging sometime soon, hopefully this or next month. i wanted to do it next weekend maybe but im terrified of doing it wrong and just crippling myself instead of actually dying. i have everything i need, and im sure i wont be found for at least 30 minutes, but even with a guide i feel like im gonna mess it up.
how do you get over this? all i want is to rest but im too much of a coward to do what i need for it. i hate it. i hate it so much.
ive failed enough in my life. to be a good son, a good brother, a good friend. to also fail in my death would just be pathetic.
how do you get over this? all i want is to rest but im too much of a coward to do what i need for it. i hate it. i hate it so much.
ive failed enough in my life. to be a good son, a good brother, a good friend. to also fail in my death would just be pathetic.