Venting failed

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

so, i failed my attempt. i did everything as I planned. Prepared four sn drinks. Drank first pills at five. Was waiting till 5:20 to take metoclopramide and then my ruined everything. He came back from somewhere with a fucking girl and they found me with all that stuff and told me to gtfo of the apartment. They kicked me out and didn't let me take my stuff. I came back later and found everything in nowhere. Literally. He told me that he threw everything into trash bag and that trash he just took out. I have nothing now. And I'm disappointed. I just have literally nothing to say now. I'm sorry for failing for another time.

 

[rozeske]

I'm sorry your plans got ruined and you are in such situation. I hope you are doing ok.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry it failed but it's not your fault at all. How r u doing now?

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

I'm sorry it failed but it's not your fault at all. How r u doing now?

Pretty bad, I feel like I'm so bad that even God wants me to stay here and suffer. I'm a fucking disappointment.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You're not a disappointment. You've been disturbed and that is very unfortunate and it's so cruel that they threw all your things away. I send you a big *HUG*

 

[CatLvr]

Pretty bad, I feel like I'm so bad that even God wants me to stay here and suffer. I'm a fucking disappointment.

You are not the disappointment here. Your goddamn "friends" are. And "disapointment" isn't even the proper word I'd use to describe those assholes. I am SO angry at how they did you did you. And society wonders why people want to ctb.

I am out with the husband out in public so can't say much else right now but know you are in my thoughts and cannot understand how one person can be so cruel. I am sorry. (I'll be back.)

 

[aslank98]

Are you okay OP? Do you think you should get some medical attention. How you feeling? any side effects?

It's not the end of the world friend. Just relax and take it one step at a time friend.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to suffer like that, I understand why you'd feel the way you do. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

You're not a disappointment. You've been disturbed and that is very unfortunate and it's so cruel that they threw all your things away. I send you a big *HUG*

Thanks man, I appreciate that

You are not the disappointment here. Your goddamn "friends" are. And "disapointment" isn't even the proper word I'd use to describe those assholes. I am SO angry at how they did you did you. And society wonders why people want to ctb.

I am out with the husband out in public so can't say much else right now but know you are in my thoughts and cannot understand how one person can be so cruel. I am sorry. (I'll be back.)

Yeah, they just ruined everything. Thanks for spending your time writing that even though you're busy

Are you okay OP? Do you think you should get some medical attention. How you feeling? any side effects?

It's not the end of the world friend. Just relax and take it one step at a time friend.

Yeah, physically absolutely fine. Those pills didn't make me feel bad. Thanks for the words

 

[nasigoreng99]

so, i failed my attempt. i did everything as I planned. Prepared four sn drinks. Drank first pills at five. Was waiting till 5:20 to take metoclopramide and then my ruined everything. He came back from somewhere with a fucking girl and they found me with all that stuff and told me to gtfo of the apartment. They kicked me out and didn't let me take my stuff. I came back later and found everything in nowhere. Literally. He told me that he threw everything into trash bag and that trash he just took out. I have nothing now. And I'm disappointed. I just have literally nothing to say now. I'm sorry for failing for another time.

I'm sorry that you have failed the attempt. I hope you can find the opportunity to do it again and finally find your peace, my friend