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Notwinnernotawin

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So my mom went upstairs to put some clothes on the clothesline and I locked the door. Got the rope but I was so nervous I didn't tied my hands and legs. I tried the freaking rope really tight around my neck, but I forgot to check if it was on the right place. Result: I suffocated and felt like throwing up for a good while, but I didn't pass out. I felt dizzy for a good while after that and I'm still cold. Good thing I can cover the red mark on my neck with my hair, otherwise I'd be screwed up with my mom finding out.
Lesson learned. Always check if you got the carotids when it's time folks. Now I'll go sulk in my suffering because apparently that's what life is for.
 
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How long is the fast 48 hrs ?
If youre asking about fasting for SN, then theres no need to fast for more then 4-8 hours. As long your belly is empty,it should be ok.
So my mom went upstairs to put some clothes on the clothesline and I locked the door. Got the rope but I was so nervous I didn't tied my hands and legs. I tried the freaking rope really tight around my neck, but I forgot to check if it was on the right place. Result: I suffocated and felt like throwing up for a good while, but I didn't pass out. I felt dizzy for a good while after that and I'm still cold. Good thing I can cover the red mark on my neck with my hair, otherwise I'd be screwed up with my mom finding out.
Lesson learned. Always check if you got the carotids when it's time folks. Now I'll go sulk in my suffering because apparently that's what life is for.
Please be carefull with people around you, they might hear you and even if you succeed passing out, them rescuing you at the wrong moment could leave you handicaped.

Other then that, dont feel bad and feel free to talk to us.
 
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