Failed attempt

[Over&out]

Well I tried and failed almost 2 weeks ago, I didn't think it thru, I drank 1.5 liters of Whiskey and 45grms of Xanax, woke up in the hospital and was then put in a psychiatry for 10 days.

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

I'm truly sorry. You deserve peace. We all do.

 

[popuoh]

Sorry you had to go through that I hope you find your peace eventually and I'm sending virtual ghost hug your way

 

[laserfocus111]

Whiskey and xanax aren't enough to tip you over unfortunately.. Gotta need stronger stuff man

 

[RedHarlequin]

Hi. I hope you're able to find peace and love.
On another note, benzos will not kill you. They are designed to be safe because the drugs ppl took before benzos were invented were often lethal. Please don't try with this method again.

 

[WornOutLife]

Hi! Sorry to hear this!
I failed to ctb last year and was in hell for 6 months.

Are you being monitored by your family now or you live alone and are 100% free?

Whatever the case is, just "be a good boy" so that people trust in you. It took me 6 months but I got my freedom back and whenever I try to ctb, I'll do my best not to fail never ever again.

 

[Over&out]

I now have metoclopramide sodium nitrite, now have to wait cos people are watching or calling me to make sure I'm safe and can get another refill of xanax

Hi! Sorry to hear this!
I failed to ctb last year and was in hell for 6 months.

Are you being monitored by your family now or you live alone and are 100% free?

Whatever the case is, just "be a good boy" so that people trust in you. It took me 6 months but I got my freedom back and whenever I try to ctb, I'll do my best not to fail never ever again.

I live in a shared house, the maximum time I have is probably around 12 hours

 

[FuneralCry]

It's awful when you want to leave this world and have tried but yet you cant. As humans we need a right to die. We shouldn't have to suffer. I wish you the best.