dropdeadfred
Boarding the bus to Everlasting Dreamland ♡
- Oct 19, 2020
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A special f you to:
My chronic fatigue
Everyone who has intentionally tried to make me feel invalidated & not supported as a person & ill intended people in general
Fake friends & family members
My brother, a licensed counselor, who knows about my state but is "too busy" to call me
Ego enthusiasts (you know- the kind who attempt to create an immaculate image of themselves, especially on social media)
Hollywood, advertisements... fake, unattainable, unfulfilling culture.
The corrupt food industry
The monotony of life- housework, work
My ex, who love bombed me to the point of no return, telling me to "trust" him, & then threw me to the side but still swears he wants me "in the future"
& Me, for putting myself in such a vulnerable position when I knew better, for allowing myself to believe horrible things about myself (years of conditioning), & for failing my 4 suicide attempts.
I cannot believe I am still here. So a final "f you" to survival instinct. You are a bitch.
My chronic fatigue
Everyone who has intentionally tried to make me feel invalidated & not supported as a person & ill intended people in general
Fake friends & family members
My brother, a licensed counselor, who knows about my state but is "too busy" to call me
Ego enthusiasts (you know- the kind who attempt to create an immaculate image of themselves, especially on social media)
Hollywood, advertisements... fake, unattainable, unfulfilling culture.
The corrupt food industry
The monotony of life- housework, work
My ex, who love bombed me to the point of no return, telling me to "trust" him, & then threw me to the side but still swears he wants me "in the future"
& Me, for putting myself in such a vulnerable position when I knew better, for allowing myself to believe horrible things about myself (years of conditioning), & for failing my 4 suicide attempts.
I cannot believe I am still here. So a final "f you" to survival instinct. You are a bitch.
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