Extreme guilt

[dumbnhappy]

I havent been here in a while but I was never doing well. All my issues seem so small when I look around me and see children suffering in wars and famine, all with the money I pay to the government. Who am I to dare want to end my life when they fight so hard to live? But that just makes me more suicidal. I wish I could switch bodies with one of them. I wish I could help I wish things were different I wish the world wasnt a steaming heaping pile of shit and evil and hatred for children and for all life. What is the point in all of this? How dare I wake up and sleep like its fine? What the fuck is this? I cant believe this is real. I am a monster, I deserve to die.

 

[Proceed]

You have nothing to be guilty about.

 

[aufrechtm7]

You're not a monster, suffering is not a competition. You're really thoughtful for considering everyone who is suffering from war or other terrible circumstances, but it doesn't invalidate your own suffering.