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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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So this weekend I was invited to join a paid retreat (nothing more than a Airbnb house) and experience with some "Ancient Medicine".

Ayahuasca
And
Bufo Alvarius or 5 Meo DMT <--- feels like dying and then dying or commiting suicide

The "Shaman" put the glass pipe on my mouth while I inhale for a long time....

I felt the world was cloudy and then I was leaving the world behind....

Then I felt like leaving this world...
I was dying but I wouldn't die ...
So I had to take the courage and kill myself...

Then I was dead. ... Knowing how I fucked up in the world...
But I was dead...

I later came back to life in a second... People in the room were happy I came back... I was all wet, I pee d myself when death, and the Shaman told me : "How did you kill yourself? The people who cum or urinate on themselves are the ones who commit suicide during the trip"

It was a heavy experience, I'm doing it again this weekend or one day next week... Yes , it feels like dying .... Like ctb.. 5 Meo DMT it's the real thing Google it ....

This is extracted from a Toad skin, called Bufo Alvarius.... Mexico has done weird things...
 
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Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
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So this weekend I was invited to join a paid retreat (nothing more than a Airbnb house) and experience with some "Ancient Medicine".

Ayahuasca
And
Bufo Alvarius or 5 Meo DMT <--- feels like dying and then dying or commiting suicide

The "Shaman" put the glass pipe on my mouth while I inhale for a long time....

I felt the world was cloudy and then I was leaving the world behind....

Then I felt like leaving this world...
I was dying but I wouldn't die ...
So I had to take the courage and kill myself...

Then I was dead. ... Knowing how I fucked up in the world...
But I was dead...

I later came back to life in a second... People in the room were happy I came back... I was all wet, I pee d myself when death, and the Shaman told me : "How did you kill yourself? The people who cum or urinate on themselves are the ones who commit suicide during the trip"

It was a heavy experience, I'm doing it again this weekend or one day next week... Yes , it feels like dying .... Like ctb.. 5 Meo DMT it's the real thing Google it ....

This is extracted from a Toad skin, called Bufo Alvarius.... Mexico has done weird things...
Nice, I'm glad you had a great experience. I too have dabbled with psychedelics. Mainly 2c-b and 4-aco-dmt. 5-meo-dmt is known as the God molecule. and regular DMT is known as the spirit molecule.

If anyone wants to get psychedelics, especially hard to get psychedelics they can get them from Dream marketplace with Tor browser.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I was all wet, I pee d myself when death, and the Shaman told me : "How did you kill yourself? The people who cum or urinate on themselves are the ones who commit suicide during the trip"
sexy :))
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
So this weekend I was invited to join a paid retreat (nothing more than a Airbnb house) and experience with some "Ancient Medicine".

Ayahuasca
And
Bufo Alvarius or 5 Meo DMT <--- feels like dying and then dying or commiting suicide

The "Shaman" put the glass pipe on my mouth while I inhale for a long time....

I felt the world was cloudy and then I was leaving the world behind....

Then I felt like leaving this world...
I was dying but I wouldn't die ...
So I had to take the courage and kill myself...

Then I was dead. ... Knowing how I fucked up in the world...
But I was dead...

I later came back to life in a second... People in the room were happy I came back... I was all wet, I pee d myself when death, and the Shaman told me : "How did you kill yourself? The people who cum or urinate on themselves are the ones who commit suicide during the trip"

It was a heavy experience, I'm doing it again this weekend or one day next week... Yes , it feels like dying .... Like ctb.. 5 Meo DMT it's the real thing Google it ....

This is extracted from a Toad skin, called Bufo Alvarius.... Mexico has done weird things...

This scares me more
 

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