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Is it difficult to get SN now? I just read about a celeb using this a couple of months ago- they found her in her car. I'm trying to order it and don't know where.
CM is my desired choice. I'm just plodding along till the time is right. I want to have enough in my bank to cover my debts and treat my brother to a little financial surprise! Poor guys been through enough without my selfish act adding to it. I figured I'd look after him financially for a period to ease the blow. Just some days test me to throw the gestures out the window and say fuck it. What I consider the danger zone for my own comfort. Tough times!
Is it difficult to get SN now? I just read about a celeb using this a couple of months ago- they found her in her car. I'm trying to order it and don't know where.
It appears not that difficult, the other 'side meds' probably are. It's like a damn science class reading peoples prep game
I'm also put off by the fact my family will witness me that blue. Bit heavy for my liking. Maybe my sensitivity to others is too high. Probably the most unselfish mindset I've carried in all my life. Classic irony
Being disabled with motor neuron disease, I have a lot of prescription meds for my chronic pain, including buprenorphine (opioid) for pain. Respiratory depression seems to be a common thread when overdosing on a few of the meds, especially when combined with an opioid. The problem is I don't know how much I need to successfully ctb. It is difficult for the disabled to plan in secret. I wish I could complete it before the end of next month.
Being disabled with motor neuron disease, I have a lot of prescription meds for my chronic pain, including buprenorphine (opioid) for pain. Respiratory depression seems to be a common thread when overdosing on a few of the meds, especially when combined with an opioid. The problem is I don't know how much I need to successfully ctb. It is difficult for the disabled to plan in secret. I wish I could complete it before the end of next month.
I'm sorry to read of your struggles, I send you strength
In the interest of full disclosure my failed attempt recently involved my mothers opiods. Cocodamol/Codeine ... and a shit ton of red wine. I proper kooked it. The very definition of amateur hour. It sent me sideways yes, but nowhere near ctb. I've learnt from that hence why I'm here. No more errors. I got lucky, my liver held its own! Could have been different though. A big wake up call. I was chasing that often spoken about respiratory failure though. For that expect to digest a shit ton. Tik Tak vibes. Too risky!
Gun for the fentanyl. Gold dust. I wish you well in your journey ❤
Preference in order:
1) N or something comparable
2) SN as long as I can get it right and not suffer
3) Gas, but I need someone very knowledgeable to help walk me through it. I have no idea what I'm doing.
2 and 3 are interchangeable. Whichever is the most reliable and least painful.
I understand having limited access to methods. It's just so unfair how suicide is this difficult. It's the reason as to why I am still alive. In an ideal world we would all be able to exit peacefully. The most easily accessible methods for me are hanging and drowning yet they both sound so horrible and hanging sounds risky. It's so cruel how we live in a pro suffering society that wants to force us to live until we reach old age. I'm just so tired of it all.
Preference in order:
1) N or something comparable
2) SN as long as I can get it right and not suffer
3) Gas, but I need someone very knowledgeable to help walk me through it. I have no idea what I'm doing.
2 and 3 are interchangeable. Whichever is the most reliable and least painful.
Preference in order:
1) N or something comparable
2) SN as long as I can get it right and not suffer
3) Gas, but I need someone very knowledgeable to help walk me through it. I have no idea what I'm doing.
2 and 3 are interchangeable. Whichever is the most reliable and least painful.
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