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d4isy

d4isy

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May 30, 2023
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i'm so jealous of people who have access to opioids and benzos or even n!! guns also. the only viable methods for me are partial hanging and…drowning :hihi: i wish i could just press a button and disappear.
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
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my only options are partial/full-suspension hanging....tell me about it 😵‍💫
 
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HangMan123

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Nov 13, 2025
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my only options are partial/full-suspension hanging....tell me about it 😵‍💫
Me too. Maybe jumping, but I'm unsure if the buildings/bridges near me would do the job. I do have super tall trees, but I'm afraid that something could break my fall.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,335
i didn't want to say it out loud but i also feel like this. only being able to hang myself when i could risk getting brain damage or becoming a vegetable if i get interrupted pisses me off. i wish i had access to something else but i don't want to buy sn and then get scammed or have it not make it through customs. i hope everyone with better options appreciates it, even if they're still struggling. i feel guilty that i can still be jealous of suicidal people because they can die more easily than me.
 
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TwoQuarks

TwoQuarks

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May 7, 2025
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Same thing here I just have access to the painful and unguaranteed methods that's why I'm postponing CBTing
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just access peaceful, guaranteed death so I can finally be free from all the pain and suffering of this torturous existence, I see so much cruelty in how the option of Nembutal isn't accessible as all I want is to never wake again, I just want to disappear from this existence, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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WEIRDOOOXDDDD

WEIRDOOOXDDDD

Rawr xP
May 19, 2025
52
i'm so jealous of people who have access to opioids and benzos or even n!! guns also. the only viable methods for me are partial hanging and…drowning :hihi: i wish i could just press a button and disappear.
exactly my options used to be only od-ing on paracetamol or cutting myself to death T-T
 
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d4isy

d4isy

worthless
May 30, 2023
243
i know that thread like the back of my hand haha but thanks. the problem isn't lack of knowledge, it's genuinely not being able to access certain methods. guns for example (i live in europe).
 
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Eriktf

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Jun 1, 2023
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i know that thread like the back of my hand haha but thanks. the problem isn't lack of knowledge, it's genuinely not being able to access certain methods. guns for example (i live in europe).
okey so use another method then gun then... most are listed there

wish assisted suicide was more available...
 
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BlueLock

BlueLock

Member
Nov 8, 2024
94
same here... hoping and praying I die unexpectedly in my sleep because partial hanging is such a daunting method.
 
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