Every day I cry myself to sleep

[Zzzzz]

I just have no desire to live in this world anymore and don't want to be a part of it at all, but the fear of resuscitation, lack of opportunity and SI Keep me from exiting this cruel life. Why should I have to live if I have ZERO desire to do so!! It's wrong.

 

[whywere]

My heart broke into pieces reading your post. I am so sorry that you are hurting now, BUT I would like you to know that I consider you a friend here and I, like everyone, have had a lot of ups, downs and everything in between and with the help of all the fine folks here on SS, it has helped me so much.

My wish for you is to have a relaxing day filled with bright blue sunny skies and all the supportive souls here on SS.

You are a wonderful friend!

Walter

 

[Zzzzz]

My heart broke into pieces reading your post. I am so sorry that you are hurting now, BUT I would like you to know that I consider you a friend here and I, like everyone, have had a lot of ups, downs and everything in between and with the help of all the fine folks here on SS, it has helped me so much.

My wish for you is to have a relaxing day filled with bright blue sunny skies and all the supportive souls here on SS.

You are a wonderful friend!

Walter

Thank you

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel the same way. Living is very painful and I want nothing to do with life. I wish this life would just go away. I just want to peacefully exit this world and be done with everything. It is cruel how the society expects us to suffer for decades. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[Tonight634]

I can totally relate to you. I wanted to go to sleep early but my thoughts didn't let me, instead I started crying and here I am, reminded of why I never go to bed early, it's 12 AM where I live and I'm gonna spend another day completely exhausted. It's just so fucking shitty that there is no escape, no prospect of ever getting better and it hurts even more when you see people around you move on with their life and be happy and then there's you, who's still hurting, still so miserable and trapped and lost...I really wish that somehow you get to have peace, either in this life or by leaving this life.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I relate, life is just all about pain and suffering, I'm actually going soon, especially after the death of a dear one that I can't get over but not only that. Fuck this useless shit existence.

 

[prbreese01]

I'm in tears as I write this so I completely understand. I wish this pain would just go away for all of us so that we can enjoy life like others do. I'm tired of this.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I feel the same way. Living is very painful and I want nothing to do with life. I wish this life would just go away. I just want to peacefully exit this world and be done with everything. It is cruel how the society expects us to suffer for decades. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

Suffering , grief and pain can be so unimaginably unbearable.

Can't believe i was so unlucky to have been born . i so wish i were never born.

Every worm , fish ,rat, monkey, ape ancestor had to live long enough to reproduce ... . then me uggghhh the worst luck.

If only time travel was possible to go back in time and prevent at least one of those ancestors from meeting.
The odds against me being born r trillions to the quadrilionth power. That is so unlucky

The Odds Of You Being Alive Are Incredibly Small

This infographic reveals the odds of being alive today. It's a fascinating look at life and statistics!

www.businessinsider.com

 

[Zzzzz]

Suffering , grief and pain can be so unimaginably unbearable.

Can't believe i was so unlucky to have been born . i so wish i were never born.

Every worm , fish ,rat, monkey, ape ancestor had to live long enough to reproduce ... . then me uggghhh the worst luck.

If only time travel was possible to go back in time and prevent at least one of those ancestors from meeting.
The odds against me being born r trillions to the quadrilionth power. That is so unlucky

The Odds Of You Being Alive Are Incredibly Small

This infographic reveals the odds of being alive today. It's a fascinating look at life and statistics!

www.businessinsider.com

Those odds seem slightly misleading to me in a way. For example. It says the chance of your mother meeting your father is one in 20000, and perhaps that's true, but almost everyone gets married and has children. It's such a common place thing.while a specific individuals unique person is perhaps unlikely to exist. It's seems very likely that someone is going to exist, whether it's you or not. But still, I guess we all won the crap lottery.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

God it's awful purgatory. We didn't ask to be born and we are paying the 90 year human life span price for existing without choice unless we check out. It's the worse and cruel when you're suffering and can't CTB because of the fear of death