Ever wanna just do it on a whim?

[BluesRunTheGame]

Because you can't take friends, family and even SS members shouting in your ear 24/7?

Sometimes - by God - Heaven for me would just be doing it in utter peace.

I've got the SN, I've got the knots for roping nailed, I live pretty near to Beachy Head...

I don't think life is worth it, honestly. I'm a 37 year old unattractive, single, broke man with mental illness.

It's just dumb to carry on, no?

 

[Hope:-)]

I would love to be a bit more impulsive with mine but mine involves fasting and securing a safe place to do it so I have to plan ahead. Annoying....and yes, I don't think my life is really worth it relative to my quality of life. Wishing you the best xx

 

[Lost Magic]

I wouldn't tell you what to do. That's down to you and you alone. However, you have three strong methods there. But to answer your question, I sometimes want to go impulsively and be done with it all. This life is not an easy one. I think I will plan a little though. I want it to be done right.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Hungover every day. No touch of another. Can't quit the drink. No touch of another. No touch of another. No touch of another. For just one touch of another; trust me it's been too long.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

It's not even a whim for me, I don't want to be alive, I just wish I could do it now.

 

[Hollowman]

Maybe consider getting a massage, they help me when I'm touch starved.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that someone can ctb on an impulse if they have a reliable method plan. I hope that you find peace. It would be ideal for me to just leave as I've never seen life as being worth living at all, it's all just endless suffering and problems all for no purpose with the chance of things getting worse at any moment. Permanent non existence would solve all of this but of course leaving this world is not easy for me. It would be nice to have N.

 

[Sammie]

Often, but impulsivity here really is not a good thing.

 

[Pluto]

It's not really impulsive considering the thought has been there for years, and the situation doesn't seem to have improved.

What I've done is very slowly set things up so that when the 'straw that broke the camel's back' happens, the process can be swift and spontaneous.