Even though *NOW*, todaaay, my SN arrived, I'm scared as f**k

[Freakazette]

Spent almost 2-3 hours reading about the symptoms, effects - SN does to you, to your body after ingestion, and daaaamn! The coloration, the suffocaaation... and so on!!!

Peace,
*preparing to become a smurf*

 

[jensrij7]

Where does it say suffocation?

 

[Freakazette]

Where does it say suffocation?

I read that in a description of an user who used SN. Seemed like he was suffocating.

And in the technical paper of the product/SN ordered, it mentions respiratory problems and much more...

 

[jensrij7]

Okay, it's definitely the scariest symptom

 

[Freakazette]

Okay, it's definitely the scariest symptom

Indeed!!!

 

[aminend]

No one reported suffocation among Servived persons from SN, this symptom is completely unlikely. The death by SN is gradually in around 40 mints and before its hard part the person will be unconsciousness and if the person doesn't be unconsciousness its hard part doesn't come

 

[The Mute Viking]

No one reported suffocation among Servived persons from SN, this symptom is completely unlikely. The death by SN is gradually in around 40 mints and before its hard part the person will be unconsciousness and if the person doesn't be unconsciousness its hard part doesn't come

You're wrong and spreading bullshit. Stop posing inaccurate nonsense.

 

[Freakazette]

You're wrong and spreading bullshit. Stop posing inaccurate nonsense.

Can you tell me what you know it's accurate?

 

[WornOutLife]

I would be frigging scared too!!!
Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!!

Feel free to pm me if you need to talk!

Hugs,

Matt

 

[watereyes]

you lucky individual

 

[FuneralCry]

Yeah, I understand why you would be scared. I would probably feel the same even know I would be relieved to have the SN in hand. I wish you well.

 

[Efilismislife]

I wonder if theres a research where they test it on rat or something and record its pain lvl, heart rate, breathing, etc and note the symptoms when dying with SN/methemoglobinemia

theres a user here posting about testing phenobarbital to kill rat

 

[job1315]

If anyone has read reports where the people who used SN felt like they were suffocating could they tell us about them?

 

[Freakazette]

If anyone has read reports where the people who used SN felt like they were suffocating could they tell us about them?

@job1315

This kinda describes suffocating... ( at one point ):

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/

And this too:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/

 

[job1315]

@job1315

This kinda describes suffocating... ( at one point ):

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/

And this too:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/

the consensus of the first thread is that it was a death rattle

On the second thread no one knows but that she had labored breathing and may have been having seizures.

There are 20 or so failures on the successes and failures thread. I messaged all of them I could and I only found one that remembered having trouble breathing (it was a female-related avatar I believe)

Thanks for responding and I'm open to hearing more

 

[Freakazette]

the consensus of the first thread is that it was a death rattle

On the second thread no one knows but that she had labored breathing and may have been having seizures.

There are 20 or so failures on the successes and failures thread. I messaged all of them I could and I only found one that remembered having trouble breathing (it was a female-related avatar I believe)

Thanks for responding and I'm open to hearing more

@job1315

Thanks too! I also want to find more, evidently. So, she just vaguely remembered? That means that maybe-maybeee it will be not that painful? But I do not want to fail. Why did she failed?

And I don't know why I care also about how will my body look when it's found. When all the other parts are more concerning ( pain, a successful CTB )

 

[job1315]

This does not mean we should do this, sorry I am scared and searching this for my own purposes. You should seek out all the help with living you can. Is there any way I can help you decide not to do this?

 

[aminend]

I Hope u quit suicide and give up ctb by SN or any other method,
SN is not completely peaceful, maybe 70% peaceful. There are important discomfortness, from dizziness tachycardia, vomiting, anxiety, a manner like when u running so hard, that's not easy.

I saw dieing of my friend by sn in web cam. After 10 minutes without symptoms He started to breath slowly and moaning for 5_8 mints, and snoring before his passing, I don't know he was consciousness or unconsciousness, But suffocaaation, I don't think.
Any way thats death and is not easy. I only can say that was bearable and he didn't call help and I'm sure there wasn't any pain.

 

[Freakazette]

I Hope u quit suicide and give up ctb by SN or any other method,
SN is not completely peaceful, maybe 70% peaceful. There are important discomfortness, from dizziness tachycardia, vomiting, anxiety, a manner like when u running so hard, that's not easy.

I saw dieing of my friend by sn in web cam. After 10 minutes without symptoms He started to breath slowly and moaning for 5_8 mints, and snoring before his passing, I don't know he was consciousness or unconsciousness, But suffocaaation, I don't think.
Any way thats death and is not easy. I only can say that was bearable and he didn't call help and I'm sure there wasn't any pain.

I won't quit... But it's DAMN HARD indeed.

 

[aminend]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-documenting-of-all_pointless-passing-away-by-sn.44504/

I explained his death here. I'm not sure about the kind of his breathing, I just heard moning and load breathing for around 8 mints. Also he didn't respond me after its 10 first mints . I think he was unconsciousness

 

[Freakazette]

you lucky individual

@watereyes , what do you mean by that?

 

[BrokenArrow]

Do you have benzos and/or beta blockers to go with the SN?

Beta blockers help you go unconscious quicker and benzos lower the fight or flight response, making it easier to overcome SI.

 

[Freakazette]

Do you have benzos and/or beta blockers to go with the SN?

Beta blockers help you go unconscious quicker and benzos lower the fight or flight response, making it easier to overcome SI.

@AndehonicDroid

No...

Hopefully, I will acquire some sort of anti-emetic, antiacid - dunno how good, and some painkiller ( ibupofren ). But I cannot get benzos...and anything else ( beta blockers ). Is there maybe some online platform from where you can order without a prescription?

 

[BrokenArrow]

I got beta blockers and antiemetics from an online pharmacy. I'll drop you a quick PM with details, it might help you out.

As for benzos, I got mine off the dark web, but you would probably be able to get them prescribed if you were to tell your doctor that you're suffering from an anxiety disorder. Obviously this is quite a lot of effort tho and it depends on your doctor and which country you're in

 

[loopylou]

@job1315

Thanks too! I also want to find more, evidently. So, she just vaguely remembered? That means that maybe-maybeee it will be not that painful? But I do not want to fail. Why did she failed?

And I don't know why I care also about how will my body look when it's found. When all the other parts are more concerning ( pain, a successful CTB )

I guess I only care about how I look to whoever identifies me. And if anyone wants to say goodbye in the funeral parlour

 

[Efilismislife]

BB not making you unconscious it just lower your heart rate
Barbiturate can cause unconscious
Benzo can cause drowsy and sleepiness

Do you have benzos and/or beta blockers to go with the SN?

Beta blockers help you go unconscious quicker and benzos lower the fight or flight response, making it easier to overcome SI.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

I got beta blockers and antiemetics from an online pharmacy. I'll drop you a quick PM with details, it might help you out.

As for benzos, I got mine off the dark web, but you would probably be able to get them prescribed if you were to tell your doctor that you're suffering from an anxiety disorder. Obviously this is quite a lot of effort tho and it depends on your doctor and which country you're in

Does your online pharmacy ship to Asia ? If yes, please do PM me. Thanks in advance.

 

[BrokenArrow]

BB not making you unconscious it just lower your heart rate

When your heart rate is lowered, less oxygen is circulated around your body and less oxygen will reach your brain, which can cause unconsciousness quicker when also taking SN.

Here's a medical article citing beta blockers as a potential cause of fainting/unconsciousness due to low blood pressure and poor oxygen circulation:

Fainting (syncope): Causes, treatment, and what to do

Fainting is a sudden, temporary loss of consciousness due to not enough oxygen reaching the brain. Learn about the warning signs and treatment options here.

www.medicalnewstoday.com

Benzos also lower your heart rate and blood pressure, when combined together with BB can induce unconsciousness at a faster rate with SN (not just by themselves).

 

[Efilismislife]

When your heart rate is lowered, less oxygen is circulated around your body and less oxygen will reach your brain, which can cause unconsciousness quicker when also taking SN.

Here's a medical article citing beta blockers as a potential cause of fainting/unconsciousness due to low blood pressure and poor oxygen circulation:

Fainting (syncope): Causes, treatment, and what to do

Fainting is a sudden, temporary loss of consciousness due to not enough oxygen reaching the brain. Learn about the warning signs and treatment options here.

www.medicalnewstoday.com

Benzos also lower your heart rate and blood pressure, when combined together with BB can induce unconsciousness at a faster rate with SN (not just by themselves).

But thats just a secondary condition.
In that case SN also eventually make you unconscious but after dying of pain. Since it also target the oxygen.

When youre dying eventually unconsciousness happened at some point, theres a possibility but not always and dont know how fast.

But in painless suicide the unconscious purpose is supposed to reduce pain and should be delivered first before the pain of dying happen. Thats the idealism.


nevertheless BB usually being used primarily to reduce the tachycardic side effect of SN

 

[Freakazette]

But thats just a secondary condition.
In that case SN also eventually make you unconscious but after dying of pain. Since it also target the oxygen.

When youre dying eventually unconsciousness happened at some point, theres a possibility but not always and dont know how fast.

But in painless suicide the unconscious purpose is supposed to reduce pain and should be delivered first before the pain of dying happen. Thats the idealism.


nevertheless BB usually being used primarily to reduce the tachycardic side effect of SN

"SN also eventually make you unconscious but after dying of pain. " and I have to do it...