Even if I find housing I still want to die

[Pcgamer1]

Right now even if I find a new roommate or new housing situation I still want to kill myself. Housing prices are only going to continue to skyrocket and even if they crash I don't have a flying chance to afford a house down payment. If I die then it will solve all of my problems. I personally don't see any downsides to death at this point

 

[Gemini]

I can actually relate. When I went abroad for my studies, I've been homeless for a while and it was so hopeless and seemed absolutely impossible to find a place. Then I eventually found a good place to stay which even exceeded my expectations. Maybe it was because my expectations were very low at this point, but still. So, I would say give it some time, especially if housing seems to be your biggest problem right now. My experience from searching for houses every single day was that, with each new day, just like those who search for a place to stay, there are also a lot of those people who are in need of money and who need to rent their homes/rooms/apartment. So, it is one of the those situations that can suddenly change from impossibly hopeless to surprisingly hopeful. And I'm saying this as a very pessimistic and depressed person.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life does just seem to be endless problems and suffering to me. The way that you feel is understandable. It does feel as though there is no relief from misery in a life like this. I'm sorry that you are going through this. It sounds really tiring and stressful what you have to endure. I wish you the best.