Even ctb or being death gives me anxiety and obsessive worry

[hellispink]

the only way to escape the doubt is to end all this existence. I worry what will happen after, my parents, this and that. I must stop with this nonsense. After I am out it is none if my business. I am so annoying to myself so anxious and always doubting. I see the end approaching.

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

Once you are dead nothing matters, you will not feel anything. It's just like you are in deep sleep

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it comforting, the thought of being dead as I know that I cannot suffer then. I believe death to be peaceful nonexistence and it is all that I want. I could personally never worry about how people would react as I will simply not be there at that point and it's not my concern, after all we will all die eventually someday and existence is completely meaningless. Eventually everything will be forgotten about, no matter what.