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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
Today I went to the coast and walked right to the end of the pier! I got as far away from my life as i could in that time.
The drive back made me more determined to have another go this week..!
I am going to try partial again will have to be hotel again.. any words of wisdom on making this successful.. I'm so desperate now!!
I'm so done! I want out! I need out this living malarkey is not for me!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,626
Being alive is very horrible, I understand it is hard to carry on when you have had enough. I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
 
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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
Being alive is very horrible, I understand it is hard to carry on when you have had enough. I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
Thank you for your kind words. It's nice to know someone understands.
 
obliviousatbest

obliviousatbest

atrophy
Nov 10, 2021
67
It's agonising being so desperate to leave but unable to, like being trapped inside a decaying human shell. Know you're not alone in your suffering and I hope the universe leads you towards peace.
 
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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
It's agonising being so desperate to leave but unable to, like being trapped inside a decaying human shell. Know you're not alone in your suffering and I hope the universe leads you towards peace.
Thank you for your kind words, it's nice to be understood, I wish you peace too
 
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ihatemylife

Student
Jul 14, 2021
140
Today I went to the coast and walked right to the end of the pier! I got as far away from my life as i could in that time.
The drive back made me more determined to have another go this week..!
I am going to try partial again will have to be hotel again.. any words of wisdom on making this successful.. I'm so desperate now!!
I'm so done! I want out! I need out this living malarkey is not for me!
Great line, "this living malarkey is not for me". I'd like to work that into my final note if you don't mind.
 
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Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
Great line, "this living malarkey is not for me". I'd like to work that into my final note if you don't mind.
Thank you for the compliment, You are more then welcome too
 

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