Envying those who are at peace

[FuneralCry]

I always envy those who no longer exist, they are the only fortunate ones to me as they are free from this cruel and torturous existence and are at peace instead, all I wish for is to never exist again, for me non-existence is all that's positive, there needs to be the option of a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep to escape from suffering.
I hope those who suffer find the relief they wish for, there's just so much cruelty in this existence, it's all so terrible to me.

 

[WastedPottential]

For some people's concept, death is the eternal dreamless sleep, and the most scientific way that I'd be.

Even if it's something doesn't personally vibe with my hopes of the afterlife, I think that's what it most likely will be.

I hope when it finally comes to it, you find your own restful peace.