Envy when someone dies on news

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I don't know if this is sick but I feel envy when I see that someone died on news. I wish I were them. And realize how unlucky I am for being still alive. Does anybody here feel something like that?

 

[LMLN]

Yes! I wish all the time that I could switch places with someone that wanted to live but died.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Yes...I often feel like that when I hear someone has passed...

 

[xBrialesana]

I feel the same way. Always. Whenever something tragic happens, with people who actually have a life ahead of them, I always just wish I could take their place. People who wanted to live.

When Kobe passed I actually happened to be on the freeway and my Lyft pulled over to the site, people were crying and crying it was so sad. I've been shook over Kobe honestly. But that was horrible and I wish it had been me. All those people had such lives ahead of them.

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I would change places with anyone who wanted to live but died. I would take a bullet for anybody. I mean it (not trying to sound heroic or anything. It's just what I feel)

 

[xBrialesana]

I would change places with anyone who wanted to live but died. I would take a bullet for anybody. I mean it (not trying to sound heroic or anything. It's just what I feel)

I know what you mean. It sounds dramatic out loud (lol) but I really would. There's People who want life and have a future! That go to soon unfortunately. Always wish it had been me. There was a shooting in my town at a young bar last year and sooo many people died. Seeing people's sadness, facebook posts ect If it had been me it would've been somebody less to be sad about. Not to be dramatic, again.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

Yes, I always wish it were me instead.

 

[Pan]

Whenever I visit my doctor, I find myself praying for a terminal diagnosis. That way I am relieved of the responsibility associated with ctb, take as many opioids as I wish, and just wait. I want to exit this dystopia ASAP.

 

[BPDbitch]

Very relatable

 

[mesohappy]

Whenever I visit my doctor, I find myself praying for a terminal diagnosis. That way I am relieved of the responsibility associated with ctb, take as many opioids as I wish, and just wait. I want to exit this dystopia ASAP.

I don't know about that one..Ive watched too many folks suffer from cancer.I think if I got diagnosed with cancer I would ctb sooner if anything.Im not going through all that,I dont care what kind of pain relieving dope they give me.

 

[Otter]

on my mother's deathbed, I told her I would give anything to trade places with her. she was just so awesome and loved life!

 

[Itsbeenreal]

This is me! Not even just in the news but people I know as well. Especially people who die young. I just wish I could take their place because I do not want to be here.

 

[Otter]

This is me! Not even just in the news but people I know as well. Especially people who die young. I just wish I could take their place because I do not want to be here.

or just walk into any Children's Cancer Ward and announce if anyone wants to trade places.

I don't know if this is sick but I feel envy when I see that someone died on news. I wish I were them. And realize how unlucky I am for being still alive. Does anybody here feel something like that?

I also have fantasies of some place in the future where at any time, you could give up all of your organs in trade for a peaceful death! man we are sick, aren't we?