Enjoying what little time I have left

[thinkkank]

I know that I'll end things at some point in the future. At this point it is a certainty. All I can do now is enjoy my time before that day comes. I'm poor as shit so I can't have an exciting bucket list. I have to stick to watching movies I haven't seen and eating food I haven't eaten before.
What's the one enjoyable thing you would like to do before you die?

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I know that I'll end things at some point in the future. At this point it is a certainty. All I can do now is enjoy my time before that day comes. I'm poor as shit so I can't have an exciting bucket list. I have to stick to watching movies I haven't seen and eating food I haven't eaten before.
What's the one enjoyable thing you would like to do before you die?

Sex with beautiful women. Amazing food. Travel. But I don't really have the energy or inspiration at this point for any of it. Just need to get some N And be done with it.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

I am also poor as shit. Life fucking sucks when you can barely afford the basics much less any luxuries. Although according to my parents running water and electricity are luxuries.

I can't afford anything enjoyable before I die. Besides maybe a decent bottle of scotch. My life is so fucking pathetic. People my age own houses, nice cars, take vacations, etc. Meanwhile I have to plan and budget for something that most people take for granted.

 

[Arrow]

What's the one enjoyable thing you would like to do before you die?

just wanna finish the thing i'm working on honestly. calling it an art-piece sounds a little pretentious for some reason but that's basically what it is. i don't really care about traveling or doing lots of stuff before i die. i'd be ok living with very little.

 

[Meretlein]

Skydiving.

 

[Callie Arcale]

Just go for a nice walk outside, hug a couple of trees and enjoy an autumn sky.

 

[FuneralCry]

I associate bucket lists with people who want to live, who want to make the most of every last moment. I just want to be gone. If I had things that I enjoyed then maybe I wouldn't want to ctb so badly. In my case there is absolutely nothing that I want to do, I just want to die peacefully and be free of this horrible existence.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

I associate bucket lists with people who want to live, who want to make the most of every last moment. I just want to be gone. If I had things that I enjoyed then maybe I wouldn't want to ctb so badly. In my case there is absolutely nothing that I want to do, I just want to die peacefully and be free of this horrible existence.

Good point. If I had things I wanted to do, I probably wouldn't want to ctb in the first place. Those bucket list people are not suicidal, they want to live but their time is running out for whatever reason.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I associate bucket lists with people who want to live, who want to make the most of every last moment. I just want to be gone. If I had things that I enjoyed then maybe I wouldn't want to ctb so badly. In my case there is absolutely nothing that I want to do, I just want to die peacefully and be free of this horrible existence.

I have many things on my bucket list but I don't have the inspiration to do them… Just want to find some N get this over with…
Sidenote, isn't it weird that billions of people are continuing to exist in Misery? What for, Other than the violence and difficulty of ending life?

 

[Rational man]

I don't get bucket lists. If its so wonderful i would have already done it.somehow.

 

[Niirvana]

When I am in the office I experience a lot of anxiety and fear that others realize that I have depression and anxiety. Before I felt motivated with work, now not even that ... I don't know why I am ashamed that people know that I committed suicide. When I do, I have to be on a trip and I want no one to know exactly what happened

 

[HelloAllYouPeople]

I'm doing it right now! I'm in a nicer place in life now. I bought nice things for my friends and family. I got to try lots of good food. Just fulfilling small wishes when I had garbage income.

I'm only this happy because I gave up long ago. I dont care about career or retirement planning or whatever. And dead people dont need all this money.

I'm just here to live until its time to hang myself.