Effectiveness of N from past

[Mtnwildflowers]

I've had N since March in preparation for making future plans. I think I'm going to use it in the next few weeks and right now I'm so worried it won't work. I ordered from a supposedly reliable email from the Nov PPH before recent problems with D and just hoping more than anything it's real. Ive seen some people doing lab tests and such on their past orders. I don't have anything like that or the motivation to look into it. Just hoping I put my trust into something that will work It's sad I couldn't have just ordered something in a legal way so I could have more confidence in this moment I won't wake up and have to deal with a failed attempt. Just making me so anxious but trying to trust what I bought

 

[FuneralCry]

It is unfair how people cannot have a peaceful death legally without having to worry about the possibility of something going wrong. I hope that things go the way that you want them to and you find freedom from suffering.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

So, your issue is not so much about effectiveness as it is about legitimacy? It is certainly still effective. It can last a decade or more if stored properly. As far as legitimacy, I will say that if you were scammed, you wouldn't have gotten anything sent to you at all. Testing would be best, but I'm sure you have the real deal. Lucky you. I'm envious of you for having N as a potential escape from this world. Wish I did.

 

[Mtnwildflowers]

So, your issue is not so much about effectiveness as it is about legitimacy? It is certainly still effective. It can last a decade or more if stored properly. As far as legitimacy, I will say that if you were scammed, you wouldn't have gotten anything sent to you at all. Testing would be best, but I'm sure you have the real deal. Lucky you. I'm envious of you for having N as a potential escape from this world. Wish I did.

I've only seen simple barbiturate testing available. I haven't come across a way to test the actual concentration of barbiturate present. So even a small non lethal amount could test positive for barbs but not be enough to be lethal. I'd have to look back but I saw scattered posts in the past of peopes vials testing positive for other things like ketamine, ghb but that's going off memory I'd have to look back . If it's vet N, it would be pure obviously with no other substances present. I understand I'm lucky to have the chance to use N just have been a perfectionist all my life about planning my suicide and waking up would just be crushing. I am grateful for the chance though considering this time last year I was buying a gun as my method

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I am grateful for the chance though considering I was buying a gun as my method this time last year

Yes, as you well should be, IMHO.

You ordered from D. You paid. You received your N. There have been ZERO reports that I can recall of anyone receiving less than pure N from D. To the contrary I know I have seen postings from many recipients showing test results of N with far higher barbiturate content than normal in N. There are tests out there that can measure the concentration of barbiturate.

I'd sure like to know where those reports are of other substances found in D's N. Even if there are, I'd be concerned more with the level of barbiturate in the N.

 

[Mtnwildflowers]

Yes, as you well should be, IMHO.

You ordered from D. You paid. You received your N. There have been ZERO reports that I can recall of anyone receiving less than pure N from D. To the contrary I know I have seen postings from many recipients showing test results of N with far higher barbiturate content than normal in N. There are tests out there that can measure the concentration of barbiturate.

I'd sure like to know where those reports are of other substances found in D's N. Even if there are, I'd be concerned more with the level of barbiturate in the N.

Yes I'd have to look back because I don't think I saved them just during random browsing but it sure seems like you said people have had success

Yes, as you well should be, IMHO.

You ordered from D. You paid. You received your N. There have been ZERO reports that I can recall of anyone receiving less than pure N from D. To the contrary I know I have seen postings from many recipients showing test results of N with far higher barbiturate content than normal in N. There are tests out there that can measure the concentration of barbiturate.

I'd sure like to know where those reports are of other substances found in D's N. Even if there are, I'd be concerned more with the level of barbiturate in the N.

I think the only failed attempts with N had other reasons behind them failing

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think the only failed attempts with N had other reasons behind them failing

No doubt. Being prematurely discovered . Vomiting before sufficiently absorbed.