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Bradux512

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Apr 22, 2025
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I now realise that Im not important to anyone, I don't mean shit to anyone... I'm only needed to fulfil people's needs and right after I'm discarded like trash,, worst part is being made to be this bad person so they can justify how they treat me , when I've done nothing but giv the best parts of me..

I'm so over everything but I'm so scared of failing AGAIN if I try to CTB...
 
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M3lancholia

M3lancholia

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Jun 28, 2024
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I'm sorry you're going through this 🤗 You need to cut off these people - you don't deserve to be hurt by them. I found it easier to physically leave everyone and try to heal.
I also understand the fear of a failed attempt - I was so upset when I came round in resus but everyone thought it was because I regretted it! I hadn't even considered it wouldn't work.
Be kind to yourself - you haven't done anything wrong to be treated this way
 

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