Earlier goodbye?

[wrybuzzard]

So after taking away all the paracetemol in the house, I had a massive argument with my wife and I've gone to a hotel.
I have everything I need with me to CTB. I was getting myself together for the 28th, so I think that's unsettled me a bit.
I've started taking the ae, and will have a drink. But at this point I'm not sure of whether I'm going to do it or not.
It will likely depend on how I feel as the evening goes on.

 

[OldDrummer]

Don't do anything rash yet. Take three deep breaths. Have a drink or two at the hotel bar, if it's a nice place.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering. I wish you the best in whatever you decide.

 

[Dot]

U mentnd parctmls - am hopng parctml = nt ur methd

If nt thn agree w/ othrs - thre = nt n.e. nd 2 rsh n.e.thng

 

[wrybuzzard]

Ha, yeah definitely not my method. That would be ridiculous, which is why I got so angry it was taken away @Dot

Yeah, I'm just going with it. If I do, then I'll disable my account to prevent my death being linked to this.

 

[Nolan96]

I'd say it's best not to act on impulse, and to give yourself some time to think and collect yourself.

I'm sorry you're going through this. It can be scary and disorienting when you don't feel like you can even stay in your own home, especially due to family/relationship tensions. Wishing you the best.

 

[OldDrummer]

Yeah, I'm just going with it. If I do, then I'll disable my account to prevent my death being linked to this.

How are you feeling now Brother?

 

[wrybuzzard]

A bit more chilled about the idea. It has to happen. Think i need to take it before going to bed, to arouse less suspicion. So like 4 hours to go

 

[OldDrummer]

A bit more chilled about the idea. It has to happen. Think i need to take it before going to bed, to arouse less suspicion. So like 4 hours to go

Does the hotel have a bar?

 

[wrybuzzard]

It's got a small one. I've just got a bottle of whisky in my room. Watching amazing spiderman and drinking that.

 

[OldDrummer]

It's got a small one. I've just got a bottle of whisky in my room. Watching amazing spiderman and drinking that.

Do me a favour, if you are having a last drink, please do it in the bar, and don't go down to it too drunk. I don't know why I'm saying this, I just have an instinct.

 

[wrybuzzard]

Yeah I'm not so sure on that one. Just scheduled all needed emails to send Monday and Tuesday.

 

[OldDrummer]

Yeah I'm not so sure on that one. Just scheduled all needed emails to send Monday and Tuesday.

Wow, how did you do that if you don't mind me asking?

 

[wrybuzzard]

GMAIL has it, but I only recently noticed it. In the app you just go into an email, add content address and then click the 3 dots in the right hand corner. Pick to send it whenever you want.
Right, driving licence is on the desk with next of kin details.
I've put a sign on a chair in front of the door. The bed isn't visible from the door, so that should hopefully stop them unless they're the Police. Aiming to take the chloroquine around 11pm.
Second round of AE and some sleeping tablets just before.

 

[Dot]

GMAIL has it, but I only recently noticed it. In the app you just go into an email, add content address and then click the 3 dots in the right hand corner. Pick to send it whenever you want.
Right, driving licence is on the desk with next of kin details.
I've put a sign on a chair in front of the door. The bed isn't visible from the door, so that should hopefully stop them unless they're the Police. Aiming to take the chloroquine around 11pm.
Second round of AE and some sleeping tablets just before.

Wll b aslp b4 u g/ 2 slp
Srry thngs hve cme 2 ths fr u
Nevr 2 l8 2 chnge ur mnd, othrwse hpe u hve as mch peac as pssble

 

[wrybuzzard]

Thank you @Dot i've seen what a great support you are here for people on the forum.

 

[wrybuzzard]

Second round of ae taken (and sudafed for my cold, lol, not feeling that shit whilst I'm dying!).

 

[ready to go....]

I hope you can find peace. ❤

 

[wrybuzzard]

Taken some paracetamol in case of pain. Promethazine in a few mins and the the chloroquine. I'm going to close my account down inthe next10mins.
Thanks for all the information and suppoet everyone.

 

[Somber]

I'm sorry to see you go. Best of luck and save us a seat.

 

[Crazy4u]

this is very sad. I hope the OP is in peace

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

If atheism is wrong maybe see you soon

 

[fastlife]

rest in peace
you are free now