Dysphoria

[Mustkeyknow]

I feel trapped. There's no way out, like this isn't my life, like I ended up here by mistake and now there's no way out.

All my friends and family and psychologists do is give me platitudes, they don't understand none of them do.

I feel like screaming until my mouth bleeds.

 

[rt1989526]

I feel exactly the same way.

 

[SadGirl]

I feel that way too, stuck with everything, I can't do anything of my will, it has to be everything in my mother's way, I don't know how long I can take it.

 

[Unlucked]

I feel that way as well. I just want to leave soon. Once my meto comes.

 

[noaccount]

I don't know if you are in the states but maybe you could find someone better to work with, there's a directory of people who will write you recommendation letters for transition here

Pledge Signers

If you are someone seeking a letter, please contact a provider in your state. During this time of COVID, telemedicine is the norm so you may want to reach out to providers who are in your state but…

thegalap.org

Here are all the informed consent clinics in the country also

Erin's Informed Consent HRT map of the US - Google My Maps

Support the creator of this map with a donation: https://ko-fi.com/erininthemorn Lets make informed consent easier to access. Follow me on twitter @erininthemorn. Let me know there if anything has changed or if any of these are wrong, or if I'm missing any!

www.google.com

 

[ScaredGirl]

I feel the same way and I wish there was help, ive had a gofund me for years and havent reached any of the goals, HRT for 2 years started at 19, came out at 12, no support, ugly, broud, 4 years of voice thearpy not working. the fact downstairs isnt what it should be and i am missing a womb makes me suicidal daily and its why i bought SN its why i harm myself. its so tough and I am so so so so sorry for the pain you feel. Anyone experinceing dyshoria has my endless empathy and i try to help the trans community with activism while im here but its such a fucked situation