Dying to die

[...]

Going to CTB on 14 December but with doing nothing all day everyday it seems so so far away. It's driving me insane waiting and it's so hard to not try and do something before then. I'm worried I am going to act on impulse, do a half arsed attempt before the 14th and then get sectioned and have to wait even longer...

 

[rationaltake]

Hang on. It's not worth ending up in a worse position. I understand your desperation.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand the feeling of desperation. It really is horrible being alive. Of course it is better to not act on impulse as the method can fail. I think the method needs to be properly planned to increase the chance of it succeeding. People should be able to die in peace without fears of being sectioned, after all it is our life and our decision and nobody else has any say in it. I wish you the best.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Going to CTB on 14 December but with doing nothing all day everyday it seems so so far away. It's driving me insane waiting and it's so hard to not try and do something before then. I'm worried I am going to act on impulse, do a half arsed attempt before the 14th and then get sectioned and have to wait even longer...

It will be here before you know it. I've been sitting around doing nothing for 6 months .
You get used to it…

 

[deathismymeaning]

try to tie up lose ends before the 14th or just do things you've wanted to do but never had the time to if nothing comes to mind maybe just continue doing research and regarding your ctb method/ plan good luck