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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Hope I was really evil in a past life. The wanker dumping me can't even say he's not in to me. Apparently, he's crazy about me but just not as much as I like him. So dumping me 3 days before my birthday. All I wanted was somewhere I didn't have to move house (for 8th time). Instead, I need to move again. I didn't ask for love, just some kindness. The latest in a long chain of sucky events.
 
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I'm sorry Jem :/ That's really hard.
 
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user_name_here

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May 16, 2021
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Sounds like a crappy situation, sorry to hear that.

Are you able to live alone? Maybe spend some time enjoying being alone for a bit
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Some people are just so cruel. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you well.
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Thank you. He has bipolar but I think he is just not into me. Everyone has told me that for weeks. Then he calls me his girlfriend, then he dumps me. About once a week. I was kind of here as his carer/acquaintance, but he knows how ill I am. I didn't ask for love, just some stability. The last houseshare I was in was abusive about my mental health. I can't afford to rent solo in London. Perhaps I have to move away from everyone I know. I asked him just that I could focus on going back to work, then he keeps destroying me over and over. I know I have to leave, just don't know where to go.
 
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user_name_here

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May 16, 2021
315
So sorry again to hear that. London rent is ridiculous and over priced as fuck. Maybe consider the surrounding area and just commute to work. I get the feeling you'll erase so much stress from your life by having a place to yourself. It's such a nice feeling going home to your own privacy and Ben n Jerry's with nobody to tip toe around or please.
 
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toforigivelife

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Jul 5, 2021
493
Do you have a friend or family member to turn to?
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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I have so much stuff accumulated that it's really hard to move. I know I need to.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

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Nov 4, 2020
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Thank you. He has bipolar but I think he is just not into me. Everyone has told me that for weeks. Then he calls me his girlfriend, then he dumps me. About once a week. I was kind of here as his carer/acquaintance, but he knows how ill I am. I didn't ask for love, just some stability. The last houseshare I was in was abusive about my mental health. I can't afford to rent solo in London. Perhaps I have to move away from everyone I know. I asked him just that I could focus on going back to work, then he keeps destroying me over and over. I know I have to leave, just don't know where to go.
Bristol's nice!
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Just found him giving a woman a neck massage on the sofa and suggesting they go to Portugal together. There is clarity.
Today has really sucked. I don't know how much more enduring mental illness I can do.
 
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UnemployedMD

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Mar 18, 2021
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Just found him giving a woman a neck massage on the sofa and suggesting they go to Portugal together. There is clarity.
Today has really sucked. I don't know how much more enduring mental illness I can do.
People generally suck. This is typically why I am not completely honest with anyone I date because I expect them to be playing the same games with me so I am always vigilant of this. Must be nice to have people in your life who can actually be trusted but for some reason they always seem to evade people like us,

I am so sorry this happened to you and whatever chain of problems you are concurrently dealing with. Regardless, a relationship ending is no reason to be thinking about ctb and you can find someone so much better.
 
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nico1420

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Aug 20, 2021
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I have so much stuff accumulated that it's really hard to move. I know I need to.
throw everything not vital away, clean up your "Backpack" it´ll feel so much easier to move and you´ll be able to think much clearer if you have to move make it the easier you can on yourself, i am sorry you are in that situation, i´ll send love your way
 

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