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kittypsst

kittypsst

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Jun 17, 2026
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I wanted to check with people here about how often this happens. Ordered SN from DSL, never received a tracking number. Contacted through WhatsApp, tried pressing, no luck.

Extremely sketchy behavior when last year I was able to place the same order. My abusers took the package after fighting customs for months. No wellness check to Spain, just administrative checks for chemical products and no proper warning to safely pick it up.

Suspecting now some of the orders might not exist at all.
 
CarbonBased

CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
215
Sorry, what is DSL? I'm curious because I'm also looking for SN in Europe
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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DSL has been shut down recently, afaik. Better not to order from them anymore.
 
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Yakui

Yakui

i stole some bugs to feed my refrigerator
Feb 4, 2023
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Sorry, what is DSL? I'm curious because I'm also looking for SN in Europe
well-known SN seller round these parts, had a website that recently got shut down. he has a telegram but reports have been mixed on whether hes still selling from that or not.
 
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BradGuy123

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Jul 6, 2025
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Has anyone gotten word on why DSL shut down?
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
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BradGuy123

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Jul 6, 2025
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you may have missed this news from early June:
https://www.ctvnews.ca/canada/artic...om-takes-on-ukrainian-seller-of-suicide-kits/
he also has not been shipping out any existing orders due to customs control on his end in U* confiscating many packages as there is no point to do so until successful shipment becomes more guaranteed.
Thanks for replying. I do feel very sorry for this mother and the immense grief she is experiencing. If this guy ever gets his customs problems resolved I wonder if he would consider refusing to fulfill orders to Canada going forward.
 
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thesighofleaves

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Aug 19, 2019
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Honestly I don't feel sorry for the mom at all. You put a child in this world you accept the risk that something bad might happen to them, including them wanting to take themselves out of it.

And in the mother's revenge quest, she's made things difficult for all the rest of us who also don't want to be here anymore, who society has repeatedly failed. Screw her. The only people who I could understand feeling some empathy is Canadians, since they have MAID now.
 
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volo

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Apr 22, 2026
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Honestly I don't feel sorry for the mom at all. You put a child in this world you accept the risk that something bad might happen to them, including them wanting to take themselves out of it.

And in the mother's revenge quest, she's made things difficult for all the rest of us who also don't want to be here anymore, who society has repeatedly failed. Screw her. The only people who I could understand feeling some empathy is Canadians, since they have MAID now.
And considering how many of people here are messed up because of bad parents/upbringing, I wonder how much she herself has contributed to her daughter's problems, which seems to be so bad that the kid decided to ctb. To these parents, it's always someone else's fault. They themselves are totally clueless how something like this could happen to their child. Well if they were such great parents, how come the kid never considered asking the parents for help, or at least confided in them that they are troubled??
 
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And considering how many of people here are messed up because of bad parents/upbringing, I wonder how much she herself has contributed to her daughter's problems, which seems to be so bad that the kid decided to ctb. To these parents, it's always someone else's fault. They themselves are totally clueless how something like this could happen to their child. Well if they were such great parents, how come the kid never considered asking the parents for help, or at least confided in them that they are troubled??
Yep, all of this. Exactly this.
Whatever the girl's issues, she surely didn't think her parents were able to help or were worth opening up to. No doubt they are trash people.
 
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Dec 10, 2025
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Yep, all of this. Exactly this.
Whatever the girl's issues, she surely didn't think her parents were able to help or were worth opening up to. No doubt they are trash people.
I get the anger at making it harder for the rest of us to commit suicide...

But... let's keep in mind, the deceased woman's mother is in extreme grief, which causes anger and intense emotions...

And the woman who died, she was likely suicidal for multiple years and maybe she just didn't want to tell anyone. She was considering becoming a genetic counselor and was clearly very smart, according to the article. When a person is depressed and has a higher IQ, it gets more complicated. She probably was aware that she might have genetics for depression and also conceptually didn't understand the reason for getting over depression when humankind continues to environmentally destroy the planet, I have no idea if she tried anti-depressants or what happened, but someone who thinks about becoming a genetics counselor is probably highly intelligent and it seems unlikely her choice was arbitrary. It must be awful for this mother and we should have some empathy, she lost an intelligent daughter who chose not to open up, it was likely very shocking, and the truth is without this site and buying those chemicals, the deceased still probably would have committed suicide another way, but we can't know that, and her mother certainly doesn't know what would have happened if things were different, and it's understandable for the family to be upset.

Some people do commit suicide and like their parents and just are really tired of being depressed and see existence as pointless. It's probably unfair to call her parents trash people. Many people have parents who have been cruel to them, it doesn't seem from the article like that's what was going on. Some people just get really unhappy sometimes.

Many people who commit suicide feel guilty about how it will impact others. She probably thought about that, and ended up just deciding to end things anyway. We should have empathy for the grieving family.

We also have no idea about DMC's situation. DMC lives in a war zone and could be trying to save up enough to get his family out of the country. It's horrible, but war is horrible. We have no idea what DMC has or hasn't been through and DMC may have seen the horrors of war in very personal ways.
 
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