Dru k and suddenly emotional

[Insomniac]

Suddenly I feel emotional about leaving this world soon. It's probably the effect of alcohol but I feel really sad about enrythig all of a sudden. This is not how things were supposed to go for me but I have to go. I have to die. My life was meant to a be a sacrifice this is what I believe. Everything will be better when I'm gone.

But some people, I'll miss so.e people. Like my cousin who threw me a surprise bday party and who always makes me feel included and introduce me to all of his friends. And my big brother, we never talk but I kind of always looked up to him even thought he doesn't like me as a person. And doesn't answer my calls. My little sisters I'll also kind of miss them. I'll kind of miss everyone this is so gruesome why do I have to end up like that? Dangling from the ceiling asphyxiated? I'm so you g and also kind of pretty and I did studied and went to college and why where did I go wrong?

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really is so depressing, and it is sad to hear about how much some people suffer. It is such a cruel and unfair world. I wish you the best.

 

[whatevs]

What happened when you took all of these pills like 2 weeks ago?

 

[Insomniac]

What happened when you took all of these pills like 2 weeks ago?

I woke up 3 days later with no medical assistance and was, like, totally fine? Just had blurred vision and couldn't see shit but my eyes gradually got back to normal..

I thought I would at least experience brain death. My aim was to end up a vegetable because I Coulter my mind anymore but it didn't work obviously

 

[sleepyghost]

Can I ask why you believe your life was meant to be a sacrifice?