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eleanorhere

Member
Sep 6, 2021
64
I'm doing so bad no one will help me I've just started drinking to cope I can't cope it's so bad
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,109
Same, now I am beginning to drink and I'm not going to stop until I'm drunk. Today was an awful day.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,635
I do not drink and never will personally, but I'm sorry that things are this bad. I understand it is hard to carry on when you cannot cope.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,732
I don't drink alcohol because it tastes bad, but I have acquired some special alcohol to drink when trying to ctb.

Remember to drink water and take electrolytes too. And stay safe. I hope times get better for you.
 
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PSYCHO_METAL_X

PSYCHO_METAL_X

Branded By Death
Apr 20, 2021
27
Hey just putting it out there that drinking is liable to make you feel worse if you're already depressed.

But I'll drink to you
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
I just got back from an AA meeting...
 
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czx85

czx85

Student
Jun 8, 2019
133
I found self harm faster and more direct than drinking
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I wish I never picked up
This awful habit
 
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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
646
I understand. I was a full-blown alcoholic by the age of 20 because I just couldn't cope with life without being drunk out of my skull. It gets to a point where you'll do just about anything in order to make it through the day/night.

It's such an awful feeling and I'm so sorry you're going through this.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I became addicted to drinking again because it's the only thing that makes me bear this awful life.
 
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~GeminiVII~

~GeminiVII~

well, maybe i was destined to disappear~
Oct 8, 2021
23
Drinking is my form of self harm not gonna lie. Used to do worse, but I'm sick and tired of trying to hide my arms every single bloody day. These days its just bruising myself and then drinking to sleep. so sorry you're having to go through it as well..
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I begun drinking after my heart break years ago and abused it for about 5 years however I only did it while working when I'm home I feel no need to drink instead I scroll endlessly.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
I do drink less now and cut down on my alcohol intake and types of alcohol. The hangovers and the exhaustion for days on end simply aint worth it. I only drink a few ciders at the weekend now.
 
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mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

Lets win together
Jun 15, 2021
362
Unfortunately I cant drink since I take lithium. Maybe one day when I'm medication free.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
904
I stopped drinking because it made me more anxious. And it doesn't change anything just makes me feel happy for a while.
 
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