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phinme

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Sep 22, 2020
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Who else here has CTB as the only option? I'm extremely sad because I wish I could choose to live, but my life is so so painful... Does anyone here face death naturally? I think in my last seconds I'll panic :(
 
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Ulisses

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Feb 21, 2020
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i am in the same situation, when i think ctb, my anxiety increases and i panic.
 
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existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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I get excited when im thinking about ctb. I also get a big nervous but knowing i have a way to escape makes me really excited.
 
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ThrownAwayTom

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Oct 3, 2020
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I'm yet to attempt so I don't know how I'll feel in the moment, but the idea of it doesn't make me panic.

I find watching videos of stuff like that online can numb you to it quite a lot too.
 
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