Don't have any dreams left

[Free soul]

I feeling like broken from inside my heart. I have never ever to thaught to end my life. This begin about 2 years back I met a girl then she becomes my life my dream my everything, I can do anything for her even now. Three days before she just broked up without any reason and when I asked she is not giving any reason. This thing is making me crazy driving me in hell lot of pain that I haven't imagined but I cannot stop loving her from myself and she is not coming back. I really feel sorry for my future but I never dreamed a day without her. She means everything to me. I requested begged her to not leave me or give me reason but she is just yelling at me to get out like I was pet for her. This is really heartbreaking for me and I m not ready for this. I am not seeing any options to stop my pain , it's burning me inside out. I really wanna end my life but without pain. Help me please to end painlessly in the easiest way and I am just 24.

 

[_Minsk]

I feeling like broken from inside my heart. I have never ever to thaught to end my life. This begin about 2 years back I met a girl then she becomes my life my dream my everything, I can do anything for her even now. Three days before she just broked up without any reason and when I asked she is not giving any reason. This thing is making me crazy driving me in hell lot of pain that I haven't imagined but I cannot stop loving her from myself and she is not coming back. I really feel sorry for my future but I never dreamed a day without her. She means everything to me. I requested begged her to not leave me or give me reason but she is just yelling at me to get out like I was pet for her. This is really heartbreaking for me and I m not ready for this. I am not seeing any options to stop my pain , it's burning me inside out. I really wanna end my life but without pain. Help me please to end painlessly in the easiest way and I am just 24.

i had a similar one, she suddenly said we no longer 'fit'.. im not kidding, 2 weeks i called her (we decided to stay 'friends' whatever this meant to hear) she told me she was with someone else. someone not just simply stops loving you, most ones are afraid to be honest.. but if you love someone, and then suddenly not, it always has its reason. not sure who is hurting you so bad by not even coming up with a reason, this doesnt sounds like love to me. she lost you.
if you dont have any other serious problems than this, i wouldnt ctb. relationships break most times anyways and its common.

 

[SpottedPanda]

I've been through breakups where it seemed like the worst thing to ever happen. It might not seem like it now, but the pain will dissipate, and your reliance on her to feel good will fade. Try toughing it out. Although it might seem impossible, the chances are you'll find someone even better given time, and the pain of losing this one will seem like a trivial and distant memory