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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Hi Friends
When You Are Sufferings From Mental Health Illness Especially BPD Don't You Find That People Care Less Of You I Mean Soon As They Recover Or Meet New People They Just Drop You :(

I Have Found That A lot Most Of My Whole Life And I'm Fed Up Of It
Don't Pretend To Care Or Show Attachment Towards Me When You Really Don't Care :(

I Got My SN Today And I Feel All Alone Super Anxious And Nervous :(
I'm Not In A Good Place I'm Feeling Low Down And Depression :(

I Feel Abandon Alone I Don't Want False Sympathy From Anyone

I Am Battling My Demons Alone Every Second I Have Given Up On Recovery Trust Me I've Tried I've Tried To Be Strong & A Fighter But I Cannot Stop Crying Or See A Ray Of Hope From Anywhere
I Have Tried Different Cocktails Of Medication I've Tried Talking To Professionals I Have Rang Help Lines
I've Even Tried Self Harm Drinking Alcohol Overdoses But Nothing Can Stop This Inner Pain
My Life Is Painful I Feel Most People With BPD Feel How I Feel
This Is The Reason We End Up Alone In Life Cause No One Can Understand The Deep Inner Pain Inside Us :(

Attachment Is Something I Find Hard To Deal With Cause I Know I Will Be Abandon:(

This Is Why I Have No Friends In This World:(
 
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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
247
:heart: U
 
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timetofly

timetofly

Student
Aug 8, 2020
110
You're not alone. I read and comment on your posts because I care about you, I remember how you answered my question about ibuprofen vs paracetamol on an empty stomach, and this really helped me, because I'm still preparing for SN and making sure I do everything correctly when the time comes.

Stay as strong as you can while you can :heart::hug:
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
You're not alone. I read and comment on your posts because I care about you, I remember how you answered my question about ibuprofen vs paracetamol on an empty stomach, and this really helped me, because I'm still preparing for SN and making sure I do everything correctly when the time comes.

Stay as strong as you can while you can :heart::hug:
Hi Friend
Thank You I'm Sorry I'm Just So Down So Low So Depressed I Cant Stop Crying :'(
I'm Sorry Friend I'm In A Dark Place Right Now Where I Feel All Alone:(
Paulo
I :aw:
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
I'm here if you need a friend ❤️
 
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aligatorek

aligatorek

take me where the music ain't too loud
Sep 2, 2020
12
You're doing everything you can. I'm proud of you and you should be, too. I'm sure one day you will find your peace, on this side or another. I send you a virtual hug :heart:
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
It's hard to find good friends even without mental issues. With mental issues, is like catching a rainbow and putting it in a bottle.
 
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Everglow

Everglow
Mar 31, 2018
33
My best friend abandoned me a few days ago I can't live with myself
 
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minkymomo

minkymomo

questioning
Aug 3, 2020
17
Hey, you can always dm me if you need someone (: Im also diagnosed very severe BPD so I think you might feel better talking to someone who understands your struggles
I hope you find peace and happiness no matter what path you take with your life, everyone is deserving of peace :heart:
 
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Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Hey, you can always dm me if you need someone (: Im also diagnosed very severe BPD so I think you might feel better talking to someone who understands your struggles
I hope you find peace and happiness no matter what path you take with your life, everyone is deserving of peace :heart:
Hi Friend

Thank You Some People Really Honestly Don't Understand What We Are Going Through I Hate WhatsApp You Have A Meltdown & Instead Of Understanding You They Just Block You It's So Cruel
My Ex Boyfriend Did That To Me And TBH Something Just Died Inside Me
I Ended Up In Deep Shock
BPD Makes It So Hard To Make True Friendships
Today Is A Very Dark Day For Me :(
I Feel Depression I Feel Low And So Down :aw:
Sometimes I Wish I Was Dead So I Can Stop Feeling This Pain
I Hate Myself :'(
Sorry I've Been Crying A lot Today I Am In A Very Dark Place:(
My best friend abandoned me a few days ago I can't live with myself
Hi Friend

Yes I Can Related To That I Lost My Best Friend Too And It's Painful Beyond Belief To Be Told You Wasted My Time Is So Mean So I Am Not In A Good Place Right Now You Are Does Not Mean I Am Too
Why Do People Not Understand ?
So Cruel & Mean Kicking People Already On The Ground Not Fair TBH

I Am Sending You A Hug:hug: Even Thou I'm In A Depressed Dark State x
I'm here if you need a friend ❤
Hi Friend

Thank You So So Much But I'm So Depressed And Low Right Now I Don't Understand What Is Going On Around Me

I Can't Stop Crying ;-; & I Feel Like I'm Slowly Losing My Mental Balance :(

However I Will Never Forget You Reaching Out To Me:aw:
I'm in A Depressed State Feeling Low & Down A Dark Place :(
Sending You A Hug:hug:
It's hard to find good friends even without mental issues. With mental issues, is like catching a rainbow and putting it in a bottle.
Hi Friend

I'm A Writer And You Know Something Your Words Are Beautiful

I Get Close To A Rainbow And It Just Blocks My Path To It :aw:

My Mental Health Issues & Physical Health Issues Have Made It Very Hard To Find True Caring Real Friends In My Life No One Understands Me :(

Right Now I'm Depressed Low & Down In A Very Dark Place Where There Is No Sign Of Light :(

Sending A Hug To You:hug:
 
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