Doing It Tonight

[laserfocus111]

I fucked up in my work and am facing legal scrutiny.

At the very worst I could be jailed for a long time (up to 15 years) and bankrupted by the other party seeking damages.

I don't really see a way out of this.

I've attempted jumping last year, but obviously chickened out. I've come up with another plan involving propofol and other meds (strangely the propofol thread on SS got deleted recently).

I used to be very anxious when it comes to even thinking about doing it. Strangely, I'm calm and collected today.

It has to be tonight as I'm scheduled for another round of interrogation again soon.

And if this account remains inactive for a long time, it probably means I'm gone. Thank you guys for all the advice and guidance I have glady received.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Im sorry life happened to be that way for you. I wish you luck with any decision you make. Safe travels

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend

 

[Kvotheloner]

Hope you find peace

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

I'm so sorry. You with us?

 

[AlreadyGone]

Hope you found peace

 

[MsMaudlin]

Hey, are you still with us?

❤

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Hope you find peace. Life sucks

 

[I screwed up]

How r u doing buddy ? U still with us ?

 

[Bombasflower]

Like others have said, may you find peace.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

If you're still floating around, please let us know.

Otherwise, I hope that you've met with the peace you longed for and that your trip went smoothly with little pain..

Sending my love. x

 

[FriendofDeath]

Sending you light and love, no matter what journey you choose. I'm sorry it has come to this and hope you are able to find peace.

 

[Checkout2]

I can emphasise with your situation.
I have fucked up massively, my mental health has caused me to lose my family and soon I will be homeless and bankrupt!
My mental health remains poor and most days I fantasise about ending it all
However, I think about what I will leave behind and I can't do that to my estranged family
My neighbours have been looking after me for the last week, feeding and listening to me

 

[Josiah_is_dreaming]

I'm sorry I couldn't be here earlier. I hope you can read this. There's always more options than you think! Don't give up hope just yet!