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Arboretum

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Jul 25, 2026
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I'm plan to hang myself quite soon. My mind keeps panicking. It's an insane thing to do, yet I'm going to do it. I don't have much of a choice in my life situation. I do wish things had been different and I could've enjoyed the life I lived instead of stressed my way through it needlessly. Would've been nice to have lived a bit longer. I'm not looking forward to that last moment. This is going to be very hard.
 
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blackorchid

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Mar 27, 2026
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i share that feeling. seding you a big hug. may you find peace
 

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