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Warlock
Mar 22, 2022
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I read somewhere that apparently being suicidal feels similar to being homesick. How true is this?
I can't remember ever being homesick so I have no idea.
(No important reason why I would like to know, just curious).
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
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In a way except much worse than that, but it may be that after ctb you go to your real home, many ndes(near death experiences) seem to indicate this.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
In my case, I think it does. I know that I am not meant for this world and I do not belong here. I belong in the eternal nothingness, I should have never existed in the first place.
 
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jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I feel that.. I never got to stabilize after college because my dad died.. and my home fell apart.. never felt right since.. I wish there was a way out.. my relationships never went well either so there's nothing left to me.. I feel way older than I should at 32 because of the constant stress.. pressure..
 
onleana

onleana

we'll meet again
Nov 19, 2021
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i relate. i feel like im not a part of this world, there is no place for me and i do not belong here. i truly just want to go back home
 
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Angi

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Jan 4, 2022
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Thank you! I had not realized, but yes, somehow these feel similar. Not on the same scale, but still related. I will go home eventually...
 

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