Does this ever happen to you?

[Hope:-)]

This is a rather embarrassing post but it would make me feel better if people could relate. I think mine is due to meds and meds withdrawals, but yours might be due to suicidality or some other adversity. I'm sat there or doing something and I suddenly realise omg I haven't dyed my hair in months and I have greys everywhere, or omg I haven't changed my clothes, or I suddenly realise I've made the same mistake AGAIN and now my life is worse than when it happened the first time, (in my case I keep injuring my face,) or I realise I fell asleep in my clothes with the light on AGAIN. Does anyone relate to this kind of thing? It's heartbreaking and soul destroying. I just can't move on. My life has got progressively worse this year. I thought I was at my lowest at the start of the year, but now I wish I could go back to how things were at the start of this year again! I'm in such a deep depression. Relate?

 

[Angi]

I think this is called executive disfunction. I comes and goes with depressive lows for me. A lot of people on the internet report it and it usually gives them a lot of shame. So, on the flip side, a lot of people to relate to!

 

[Hope:-)]

I think this is called executive disfunction. I comes and goes with depressive lows for me. A lot of people on the internet report it and it usually gives them a lot of shame. So, on the flip side, a lot of people to relate to!

I have problems with executive functions...it's strange because I couldn't remember what the reason I can't drive was, but you've reminded me of the term. Thanks.