Does suicide ideation make us happier?

[wszuq]

Cause when we know we gonna die soon, we have nothing to lose. Suicide ideation relieves me of all the stress and anxiety of my life. I also become reckless and fearless when I know I'm gonna kms anyway. Are we fearless people? Cause we are not afraid of death unlike others? I wonder if that's the case with most suicidal people.

 

[Karakhitan]

I don't plan to ctb immediately having an exit plan is comforting. We were always going to die one day, and I'd rather avoid as much suffering as possible.

 

[outrider567]

Cause when we know we gonna die soon, we have nothing to lose. Suicide ideation relieves me of all the stress and anxiety of my life. I also become reckless and fearless when I know I'm gonna kms anyway. Are we fearless people? Cause we are not afraid of death unlike others? I wonder if that's the case with most suicidal people.

No, plenty of people here are still wary of death--Suicide Ideation does not lower my stress and anxiety about life, indeed that's why I'm CTB'ing in the first place, along with depression and desperation, I can't handle life anymore nor do I want to

 

[GoForDeath]

It was calming when I was in high school to know that I'll just kill myself if I decide that life wasn't worth living and it made me feel better. So I don't think it's such a bad thing, death can be comforting and some of us have really shitty lives, which honestly shows that life might not be worth living.. Of course it depends on the person and their situation, but having something to comfort you in times of suffering is a good thing I believe.

 

[Jimblue]

It makes me happier too, I feel so relieved and free. No one actually loved me for my entire life but look at positive way, this means I don't need to worry about my leaving will break anyone's heart. This js a bonus.

Additionally husband probably will be benefit from my death. In end of day, I have some use which is good.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've read about people feeling relieved when they have a method plan that they feel confident in, knowing that they are not trapped here in this world. I think that being suicidal can make people feel better when they have a way to leave, but I doubt that it would make someone feel happier if they have limited access to methods and they have to endure days of endless suffering. Many people have fears associated with going through with ctb even know all that they want is to die.

I think to answer the question it depends on the person and their situation. If I knew that I was certainly going to pass away peacefully very soon, I know that it would make me feel better. But I do take comfort in the thought of non existence and the fact that eventually no matter what I will be free from this life.

 

[wszuq]

I've read about people feeling relieved when they have a method plan that they feel confident in, knowing that they are not trapped here in this world. I think that being suicidal can make people feel better when they have a way to leave, but I doubt that it would make someone feel happier if they have limited access to methods and they have to endure days of endless suffering. Many people have fears associated with going through with ctb even know all that they want is to die.

I think to answer the question it depends on the person and their situation. If I knew that I was certainly going to pass away peacefully very soon, I know that it would make me feel better. But I do take comfort in the thought of non existence and the fact that eventually no matter what I will be free from this life.

Yea I finally have a workable plan with SN so probably that made me feel better.

 

[Hope:-)]

I think it makes me a little happier...until I realise I'm actually going to have to do it. I think I'm secretly hoping for a magic answer like a time machine or something...

 

[Enoughnow]

No because its actually really hard to kill yourself I must've had 50 plus suicide attempts and everytime they don't work I feel defeated if I knew I couldn't fail I'd be on top of the moon but I've a horrible feeling I'm gonna have to end up in front of a train and that's my absolute last resort because its a nightmarish death in my eyes but its looking like its my only option now

 

[Lost Magic]

It is starting to make me happier now that my life is getting more unbearable with each passing day. Yes. Dying is going to be the most freeing best day of my life.

 

[Julgran]

Cause when we know we gonna die soon, we have nothing to lose. Suicide ideation relieves me of all the stress and anxiety of my life. I also become reckless and fearless when I know I'm gonna kms anyway. Are we fearless people? Cause we are not afraid of death unlike others? I wonder if that's the case with most suicidal people.

You are describing my thinking, as well

There's less to worry about when death may be around the corner.