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Does knowing there are other people who understand how you feel make you feel better or worse?

  • It makes me feel better about my thoughts

  • It doesn't really effect me

  • It makes me feel worse about your thoughts


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wreckedforever

wreckedforever

I should be able to die the way i want to.
Mar 25, 2026
13
I'm honestly just very curious about the rest of your experiences with this. Has this place helped you feel more at peace with your thoughts, or more insecure about if you have any good reason to feel this way?
 
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apearl

apearl

mitski fan
Sep 25, 2023
239
OP u got a tshd profile picture omg!! the new chapter was so cool
I loved the comparison of 'hikaru' to fireworks!
:D

For me, I really like knowing people can understand me. I've been isolated most of my life, and kind of connection like that is always appreciated. There are some caveats to this though. I mostly only like it in this kind of setting because we are all anonymous and online so someone knowing you on a deeper level doesn't really have the consequences it does with a irl.
 
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glass-petal

glass-petal

fatigued hermit
Apr 7, 2026
54
it's only natural to crave some from of understanding or acknowledgment from others, no one wants to feel alone after all. given how difficult it is to discuss the topic of this forum elsewhere, it's no surprise lots of people(myself included) find some comfort here.
 
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Arcanist
Mar 2, 2024
436
It helps to talk someone with same mind but still it doesn't make my world better
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Enlightened
Dec 24, 2025
1,105
so much worse. all i see is suffering.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,877
both,
because the sasu community is friendly and supportive,
but I often have to cry because I feel sorry for the people
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
726
It makes me feel better about the depression and anxiety.

There are so few that hallucinate like I do and most of them are really dysfunctional. I fight hard to be only partially dysfunctional. However someone I slip over the edge and can't do anything.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,716
'Misery loves company'. Not that I delight in knowing other people are suffering but- it would feel terribly lonely to be without them. Because I don't tend to mix much with 'normie' optimists.
 
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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

My cozy place
Jan 26, 2026
57
Actually thinking theres other people like me makes me feel less alone sadly tho idk anyone like me or in a similar situation if i did id like to give em a đź«‚ since idk anyone in my situation it feels lonely and even scarier at times.
 
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Bitterly_Nostalgic

Bitterly_Nostalgic

to me, my x-men
Apr 8, 2026
57
For me it's of both. It's nice to know that I'm not alone in my feelings, but it's also incredibly sad to see so many people in such pain.
 
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Morte

Morte

Arcanist
Nov 23, 2023
409
it makes me feel nothing if they are not my friends.
 
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Nolongerlive

Student
Feb 28, 2026
164
I don't know . I feel kind of sad when i visited this forum.

Even though i myself is suicidal, i can't bear to see so many of them suffering in this world.

I pray to the higher being that he could have mercy on all of us poor suffering being, to relief us of the pain, agony, and suffering .
 
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Front Back

Experienced
Apr 27, 2026
205
Nothing, in the end we were all on our own
 
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blush

blush

forever
Mar 2, 2026
48
immediately? better.. after some thought? much worse.
 
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