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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I'm tired. I been tired since 14, and toxic meaningless porn, masturbation, and being used for sex has ruined me more I'm really really tired I don't think I'll make it past 35
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
i'm tired, too. everything is ultimately pointless. i have chosen my method, and once i have all the ingredients, hopefully i will choose to end my suffering.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
i'm tired, too. everything is ultimately pointless. i have chosen my method, and once i have all the ingredients, hopefully i will choose to end my suffering.
I'm sorry you're in pain
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,583
The reason why I want to ctb is because I see life as being endless misery and suffering. Of course I want to get it over and done with but that is easier said than done. Dying should not be this difficult, I fear being trapped here for many more years. Life is so horrifying. I'm tired as well.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
no worries, but thank you. ultimately, the universe is to blame. none of us asked to exist. pain is inevitable in life.
Yup all just one cosmic mistake

Interesting and sad at the same time
 
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hankbank3928

Student
Dec 30, 2021
186
Oh yes, I'm in this boat. I'm tired of speculating and doubting. I just want to be done with it already.
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
207
Yes, just want it to end, no more hesitance.
 
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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Sometimes yeah.
 
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picklemick

Specialist
Jun 28, 2022
320
Yeah. I don't mind life. I've had good experiences. I tend to fuck those up every time. I'm tired of digging myself out of holes I created only to just put myself in another one. Could I be happy? Maybe? is it worth it. Dunno
 
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Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I need the product x and I will do it, i am... bored (its more than this) of this squid game called life.
 

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