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Baka

Baka

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Aug 14, 2026
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My friend saw the name, and it freaked me out a little that she might recognize the name or search it up later. It's been a full day, and they haven't mentioned anything so I'm trying not to worry. I was just wondering if anyone knows you guys use this site or ever found out
 
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lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

Слёзы на щеках
Jun 11, 2026
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No, but it wouldn't rlly matter if someone did
 
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couldntcareless

couldntcareless

just kill me atp
Aug 18, 2026
38
My friend saw the name, and it freaked me out a little that she might recognize the name or search it up later. It's been a full day, and they haven't mentioned anything so I'm trying not to worry. I was just wondering if anyone knows you guys use this site or ever found out
my friends know about it, they know i'm thinking about actually doing it but they just don't care lol
 
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Baka

Baka

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Aug 14, 2026
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my friends know about it, they know i'm thinking about actually doing it but they just don't care lol
Oh no.. I'm sorry to hear that
Much love.
No, but it wouldn't rlly matter if someone did
I understand. I'm just always anxious
ehh I think someone in my family mightve saw it but I clicked off fast so idk.
You should go to settings and enable hide logo,
It hides the text that says sanctioned suicide.

It wont change the name of the url tho.
Thank you so much!! Just changed my setting
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Two friends know the name of this site and that I am on here. One friend knows I am on a suicide forum. A few friends think I am on an international mental health forum. I told some relatives I am on a suicide forum but I am quite sure they already forgot it. Lol.
 
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Iammyself

Iammyself

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Aug 22, 2026
12
Absolutely not. And I hope they never find out! All my friends are from work and that'd be a bit awkward given the job
 
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yui_suicisawa

yui_suicisawa

^_~
Jun 11, 2026
30
My little brother read my CTB post on here after my attempt. He told me to never use this site again. I just can't help it 🙀
 
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2Sensible

2Sensible

Member
Aug 12, 2026
58
I tell people that i'm on a forum for mental health
 
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Pvnie

Pvnie

Giga-autist Wandering Scumbag
Oct 8, 2022
66
few people online, I might have told one irl that was a forum lurker, we aren't in contact anymore :ahhha:
 
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idontwantthisplease

idontwantthisplease

I failed as an artist
Aug 16, 2026
47
No one knows atm, but I might confess on my socmeds when my ctb date is near
 
freycinetia

freycinetia

○o。.
Aug 21, 2026
30
Not to my knowledge :P I don't really talk about visiting this site. It'd be pretty devastating though if someone I knew found my posts and figured out it was me, because I've vented abt things that I never want anyone to read.
 
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meiherasayuri

meiherasayuri

꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ
Nov 27, 2025
141
No,I don't know how they would react to this, I want to know too. My mother has almost caught me several times but she hasn't realized yet
 

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