Does anyone feel like it's impossible to make and keep friends?

[CookedRamen]

I seen to have a gift for making great incredible friendships. Where we are passionate and things are going well but they always leave. Within a week or a month or a year. We fade apart or they cut me off all at once. I'm a social person. I love conversations and am definitely an extrovert. I was wondering if anyone else shared this experience.

I also do have BPD so I know it's my own fault for having a messed up personality or whatever but I just wish there was something I could do.

Anyways, thinking of CTBing soon but haven't decided on a method. Considering ODing on something maybe.

 

[ipmanwc0]

Yeah I hardly make friends either

 

[lastappleonearth]

I seen to have a gift for making great incredible friendships. Where we are passionate and things are going well but they always leave. Within a week or a month or a year. We fade apart or they cut me off all at once. I'm a social person. I love conversations and am definitely an extrovert. I was wondering if anyone else shared this experience.

I also do have BPD so I know it's my own fault for having a messed up personality or whatever but I just wish there was something I could do.

Anyways, thinking of CTBing soon but haven't decided on a method. Considering ODing on something maybe.

Yes I relate, I tried to make new connections, friends etc, but idk, often times it just felt like, I was used for attention when it was convenient and then discarded.
Its hard ik, but I hope u find lasting connections somehow