Does anyone else want to ctb because of ADHD or hard time focusing?

[Squiddy]

I hate having this disorder. I've already tried 2 different stimulants now, but both didn't work and I'm losing hope. I have no motivation to do things, I'm extremely forgetful and my ability to focus is horrible. This disorder is going to put me in the grave along with other things if I can't find relief.

 

[PrincessInWhite]

This is part of why I can't figure out exit bag or bitcoin. I feel like such a fucking idiot but between my ADHD, sleep deprivation and chronic illness symptoms I cannot for the life of me figure it out. It's so maddening. Sending love

 

[Squiddy]

This is part of why I can't figure out exit bag or bitcoin. I feel like such a fucking idiot but between my ADHD, sleep deprivation and chronic illness symptoms I cannot for the life of me figure it out. It's so maddening. Sending love

I also feel like an idiot because of it. I've messed up at work a few times because of it. I messed up reorganizing an aisle, I was about to go do something that my supervisor told me to do when she wasn't even finished talking, I've broken a few things, lost some other things and almost tripped on a ladder a few times by not paying attention

 

[RandomBeaver]

I know how you feel! However it seems it had worsened with depression for me. Maybe you could check if that's something you have too.

I'm trying to say to my relatives I'm going away soon and I can't even concentrate on what to say. They talk to me and I'm not even there. Just thinking about escaping this world. Sometimes it's better like right now.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Yes this impacted me a lot in my life

 

[Squiddy]

I know how you feel! However it seems it had worsened with depression for me. Maybe you could check if that's something you have too.

I'm trying to say to my relatives I'm going away soon and I can't even concentrate on what to say. They talk to me and I'm not even there. Just thinking about escaping this world. Sometimes it's better like right now.

I have depression too, but currently, my ADHD is causing my depression

 

[fangface]

you're not alone in feeling this way at all. i've been on meds for just under a year, and they make a difference, but they don't help all of my symptoms. and they definitely don't help on particularly bad/overwhelming days. having adhd is not a bad thing by any means but it hurts when you're made to feel less capable than those around you because of something you have no control over. and struggling because of adhd isn't a bad thing, either; again, it just hurts that society's standards makes us feel less capable.

fuck those standards. i shouldn't want to ctb because of a disorder that i didn't choose to have.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I took ADD meds for years but they really just jacked me up. I have no attention span for anything except sleeping or reading about depression/suicide.

 

[Symbiote]

Not because of ADHD or difficulty focusing, but because the symptoms have caused irreparable damage to my relationships and caused much heartache. Couldn't find a way to control it or in their words, "choose to not have ADHD".

 

[PotSmokingSloth]

Yeah it's a big part of it. Depression and ADHD together are enough to prevent any life worth living

 

[Judy Garland]

No.

 

[Orange010]

Not diagnosed, but Im convinced ADHD (and other potential brain fuckery) is part of why I have no life achievements. If i can't get anything, then at least let me die now