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Spectre

Spectre

I am serious about not taking things seriously
Nov 27, 2023
254
My OCD obsession is ruining my brain. I can't stop thinking about it. I want to be free of this.
 
C

chesterfield

Member
Nov 23, 2023
21
i ruined my own life while i was manic due to stopping SSRI/Antidepressants. It happens, rarely though. I didnt know and thus didnt understand whats happening.Never been manic before. Nobody recognised it. I had a good life and a husband. I separated. And lost everything, including job. Yes. I regret.
 
drennedrat

drennedrat

Member
Jun 12, 2023
45
i ruined my own life while i was manic due to stopping SSRI/Antidepressants. It happens, rarely though. I didnt know and thus didnt understand whats happening.Never been manic before. Nobody recognised it. I had a good life and a husband. I separated. And lost everything, including job. Yes. I regret.
i ruined my life due to being manic as well. regret everything so much.
 
hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

Specialist
Sep 16, 2023
341
My past mistakes are exactly why I want to die. I don't deserve to move on. I'm a terrible person. I just want to end
 
thalasabin

thalasabin

Hide in the love
Nov 29, 2023
49
It feels unfair but alas this is how the universe works. There's not a lot we can do in terms of past mistakes. It fucking sucks I regret so much and I want to so badly take it back. I want to die because the shame and guilt is too much to handle.
 
Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
Not only do I regret past mistakes but I regret the fact I keep making mistakes instead of learning from them. Poor mental health and life full of insecurities makes is nearly impossible for ones life to improve. Each new mistake I make pushes me even closer to ctb early.
 

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