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Does anyone else feels like a mistake and that they shouldn't have been born into this cruel world?
Thread starterDaystavro
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I was unplanned, unwanted, but tolerated. Doesn't help my mom hated my father and saw him in me. So much of her rage and anger was directed at me. She hit me harder than my brother when I got in trouble. When she got mad at my brother for doing something wrong, she hit me instead. She poured gasoline on me, but a neighbor stopped her from lighting a match. And even I blindly loved my mom for most of my life, I never received the same love back. Such is life.
Of course. I mean personally I don't think of it in terms of "mistake", more like a horrible imposition. I wish I was never born and wish I had the right to die a painless peaceful death. I would be better off with out me.
You couldn't have said it better. I'm overly sensitive and naive, and also feel like a bunny in a tigers cage. My sibling was miscarried and I'm bitter that that wasn't me.
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Thanks, I rather she did carry through with the act early on, because then I wouldn't be subjected to her letting her boyfriends abuse me sexually, physically, and emotionally.
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I was unplanned, unwanted, but tolerated. Doesn't help my mom hated my father and saw him in me. So much of her rage and anger was directed at me. She hit me harder than my brother when I got in trouble. When she got mad at my brother for doing something wrong, she hit me instead. She poured gasoline on me, but a neighbor stopped her from lighting a match. And even I blindly loved my mom for most of my life, I never received the same love back. Such is life.
No because It was my pleasure to meet all the nice/kind people I knew/loved.And yes because I am ungrateful and i know how bad i hurted them...(including myself)
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