does anyone else already have a note?

[takuyangel]

i've had a note saved on my phone from when i tried to kill myself all the way back in 2023. embarrassed to say, i can't believe it's been so long. it's honestly pathetic. though it wasn't even a real note really, just a message meant for the girl i'd loved at the time. at the same time i'd tried to record a video of myself to post before i'd died as a last message but i broke down during it and couldn't do it. as of more recently though, i don't even know if i'd leave one. maybe just specific final messages to some certain people. i can't see a meaning in anything past that. i'm not gonna cram a sob story down everyone's throat as a final attention plea, you know? why i feel the need to die is my business alone . people are already gonna assume whatever they want about it as it conforms to them, so be it, i think it's better off that way.

 

[Melancholys]

Yeah, I do already have one planned out and written, although I'm not sure how to make it visible to my family and friends, I wrote it on my phone, maybe I'll print it out. I think it makes it easier on the soul having it written before you do it, makes you know at least people will have something to read and remember you with.

Also I wouldn't say it's pathetic, love is a really strong thing and you're strong for keeping going as long as you have.

 

[CuckoosInvisible]

I've dabbled. But I've come to the conclusion that it's something I'm only gonna be able to do in the week leading up to it. Too many thoughts that may or may not be conclusive. I'll know what I want to say when it's almost time.

 

[UserFromNowhere]

Yes. I have a note sitting in a drawer that serves as my suicide note, one I wrote after discarding a previous one, and one I may discard in order to write a new one. It outlines my reasons for wanting to die and attempts to console the people in my life. But I don't know if I believe it's done or not. I know it's the note I will, as of this moment, be leaving behind if I am to die. But I don't know if it says what I want it to say.

 

[Webcore]

I've written one at least several different times. Kinda stupid of me, I always delete it once I feel like I'm "recovered" from an attempt

 

[Forever Sleep]

I have a few notes drafted in a journal.

 

[aesthetic]

the only thing i'll leave behind before i kill myself is a goodbye thread.

 

[SASU-KE]

I have a recorded video on my cell phone saying a bunch of last words. This will be attached and sent to people if and when it's time.

I've done it in advance cause I don't want my emotional state at the end to affect what I say.I want my words and feelings expressed clearly.

 

[mayachcos]

I've written many notes over the past 4 years whenever I've felt suicidal. Every single time. what I want to say changes. I feel like no matter what I write, I'll be unhappy with its contents so I'm not really thinking too hard about it.

 

[Forveleth]

I have written several over the years. I keep shredding and rewiring them as my thoughts change. At this pint I am not sure I even want to leave one.