Do you want to never wake up when you fall asleep?

[KLUF]

Every night I wish I don't ever wake up after I fall asleep, but it hasn't worked so far.

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

Yeah exactly this!
But in realty unless you're old then you most likely won't die in your sleep unless you have a seizure or something!
I would use sleeping tablets but I promised my therapist I wouldn't because i'm a moron!

 

[x-Ace-x]

Same The chances are low though.

 

[Angel79]

It's the holy grail of ctb! I wish it every night

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Always. Die while sleeping seems the best death for me.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Always. I pray for it and im trying to cause it in any way possible.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

Every night. But I'm not even a little bit lucky so the odds are nonexistent.

 

[heraclitus]

My feeling on waking up is usually disappointment.

 

[Isadeth]

Constantly. Since I'm not currently active I expect to wake up, however, I have a prescription that I don't take correctly. Each time I fill it I wonder if it's my last. I take mass quantities at times and pass out, questioning if it'll be my last. Each time I've somehow waken up. I have a note on my phone incase I do ever "accidentally" overdose (I use the term loosely as I am not actively trying, but rather being haphazard.)... weirdly enough it's different than my actual suicide notes.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Yes. It's the reason I'm so irritable in the morning.

 

[mr.Switchblade]

I think die while sleeping is the best death. But i don't want to die.

 

[Deleted member 17331]

Sometimes, I am not always lucky enough to sleep peacefully. And I wouldn't want my last vision to be a nightmare. It would be rotten shit.

 

[readytogo982]

Yes. Going to sleep is really the only time that I'm ever at peace. Waking up is always a disappointing feeling.

 

[Saddaisy]

Every night. I'm not that lucky. But next week I'll finally be at peace

 

[dysfunctional]

Would be ideal. Peaceful, and wouldn't have the drama associated w a suicide.

 

[Despondent]

No... and this will sound weird but I'd rather ctb during the day. I want to be awake when it happens and I feel like a bright day would comfort me when those I love wouldn't.

 

[Bct]

If god exists, it should grant our wishes to never wake up again! LOL

 

[Ardesevent]

Of course. It's like your one life wish being granted to you without any drawbacks.

 

[Hammer]

Litteraly every single night after when I've calmed down enough to sleep I tell myself over and over again that I'm ready, I can go now, please just let my heart stop and let this all be over"

Still hasn't worked obviously, but I doubt that will stop me trying. Ironically that's probably also what I'll say to my self when I use my exit bag.

 

[Theodora]

The best part of the day is dreaming .. its so much better then this fucking world

 

[Fedrea]

Unfortunately, this method has a poor success rate

 

[Soul]

I'm afraid that when people say X died in their sleep, they mean X died while everyone else was sleeping. But then, I'm not sure I want to sleep through my death. It's a pretty major event in life - shouldn't I be there?

 

[profoundexperience]

It always happens to me first thing on waking-up... Fork! Not this shirt again!!

 

[Philosykos]

It always happens to me first thing on waking-up... Fork! Not this shirt again!!

This. There's this short moment between dreaming and waking every morning when I won't feel anything at all. Then, as the realisation sets in that it was all just a dream and I'm back in the real world, the same humdrum as yesterday, the dread sets in. My anxiety and panic attacks happen most frequently in the mornings because of this.

 

[hybridtheory]

I wish. It would be the best way to go because you're not expecting it to happen.
Peaceful, easy & no effort.

 

[profoundexperience]

There's this short moment between dreaming and waking every morning when I won't feel anything at all. Then, as the realisation sets in ... I'm back in the real world, ... the dread sets in.

Exactly the same! There's a wonderful moment of "space/blankness" then wham and all the shirts of my life come storming back in.

 

[Isittimetogonola]

I have episodes of low blood sugar. I keep hoping I have one in the middle of the night and just never wake up. I even know how to trigger it so it may actually work. After past week or so, I am close to trying. Life is just too disappointing to stay.

 

[Living sucks]

Every fucking night !!!

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

I have episodes of low blood sugar. I keep hoping I have one in the middle of the night and just never wake up. I even know how to trigger it so it may actually work. After past week or so, I am close to trying. Life is just too disappointing to stay.

I wish you luck. Hope you dont get into panic mode or pain.

 

[aedric_artifact]

It's depressing that the poll results turned out the way they did.

Although I'm super jealous of the small percentage who voted "No."