Do you suffer 24/7?

[themisfit]

I do. I'm alyways in pain

I think of suicide 24/7

But I think most of you do, don't you?

What really surprises me is the amount of pain one can suffer and still keep going on

I work every day. I talk to my colleagues, tell jokes, have ice cream. I still read a lot

Can you believe I even make plans for myself?

And still suicide is almost the only thing that I can think of

I'm being tortured but I keep going as if nothing is happening

I'm just shocked

 

[ctb_warrior]

I do. I'm alyways in pain

I think of suicide 24/7

But I think most of you do, don't you?

What really surprises me is the amount of pain one can suffer and still keep going on

I work every day. I talk to my colleagues, tell jokes, have ice cream. I still read a lot

Can you believe I even make plans for myself?

And still suicide is almost the only thing that I can think of

I'm being tortured but I keep going as if nothing is happening

I'm just shocked

I can feel what you are doing through brother. And we are with you in this

 

[whatsleftover]

i'm always in some physical pain, my body fails.

 

[itsgone2]

yes. I don't eat well though and don't make jokes. Which is odd because before, I was constantly making jokes. Nothing seems funny now

 

[2Sensible]

For me, there is period i don't suffer, when i'm focus on something, then when boredom come back the emptiness and the sadness come back. So i could go for 70% of my day being happy, and then suddenly, the 30% of sadness come and i really want to ctb.
But i get this hit of sadness, mostly every day unfortunately...
In a sense i feel grateful because i know that there is people that feels constantly miserable...

 

[TwistedNightmares]

I'm always suffering mentally. Sometimes I wish I can just shut my thoughts off entirely.