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terrifiedofhumans

terrifiedofhumans

I wanna sail away while listening to Enya.
Feb 19, 2026
5
I want to listen to Caribbean Blue and others of Enya's songs.

 
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sessh0maru

Member
Feb 21, 2026
7
I was listening too Join Me In Death by HIM and thought about that girl that timed her jump to the song.

There's too many choices so i just have a playlist of songs I'm going to play.
definitely stay away from my friends by PTV. or hold on till may. those songs comfort me sm
 
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copioushopelessness

Specialist
Aug 27, 2025
391
Idk but when I think of ctb I can't help but think of Mad world by Gary Jules.

I'm here to see what other people are listening to. I'm not sure if I would want to hear a song, might make me too emotional. I plan on getting rid of my phone beforehand and currently don't have Wi-Fi.
 
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kitkatt

kitkatt

Possumpwincess
Feb 17, 2026
102
Undead by Hollywood undead would definitely be on the playlist
 
krsm98

krsm98

bweh
Feb 14, 2026
60
oh boy i have waay too many song thst i would like to ctb to as there are many great ones out there.
One that i was thinking a lot of was:






and some other ones there like song "hated by life itself" and maybe skme linkin park ones
 
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peacefulnights

peacefulnights

star gazer
Jan 15, 2026
49
Mine is really different from all of these but it makes me reminisce on when I was younger and more innocent to the world - Perenne by Juan Rios :)

Momento Mori is a beautiful idea, would rather die with peace and love for myself (present and for the child me who deserved more).
 
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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
33
That's so cool you like him too. Are there any songs of his you'd suggest that have a similar feel to this one?
Mojo Pin is my favorite song of his personally. but tbh his whole album "grace" is fantastic
 

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